Fixed | Changjin

6

   I woke up eariler then Changbin. I feel so bad about what I did to him last night. I kinda forced it on him. Im glad he stopped it because if he didnt, we would have done a lot more then that. He hates me. I shouldnt have done that. Ugh. Im dumb. I get up, trying not to wake the older up. I breathe in then out. I get dressed and Stretch out. I should leave him alone. I know he hates me. I know he does. I leave a kiss on Changbins forehead, grab my phone and charger, and Leave. Im sorry Bin hyung.

   I wake up, feeling an empty bed spot to me. Hyunjin? Where did he go? I get up and grab my phone. I text the younger.
                             Jinnie~
                                     Hey hyunjinnie..     
                                  Where did you go?<
                                                          seen

   He left me on read... He really did. I fucking knew that was too good to be true. I feel something of him, but I guess he feels nothing for me. Thats the way it is. Fuck.
   I get undressed, and get in the shower. I have to go to work today. Fuck work. I guess I can bring Channie and Ji something home to eat.
   I grab my skateboard, and start skating to work. I kept thinking about Hyunjin the whole time.  Does he hate me? What did I do? Is it because I told him to stop last night? I coulda let him  do what ever he wanted. I made him stop because I didnt know if he was ok doing anything with an almost stranger. Damn it!
   I finally get to work, and I see my co worker, Jennie. She was the only one there.
"Sup Changbin." She said.
"Hey." I said.
"You ok?" She said.
"Yeah, im fine" I said.
   I really wasnt. But I cant care.
   -After work-
   That day went by fast. I bought some food at my job, then I went back home. I saw Ji and Channie sitting on the couch watching a movie.
"Your finally home" Jisung said.
"What took you so long, mate?" Chan said.
"It got a bit busy." I said.
"Wanna watch the movie with us?" Jisung asked.
"Sure just let me change." I said.
   I went to my room to change. I check my phone, then sigh. He hates me. He really does. I thought. Listen dont get all sad right now. You can deal with it tomorrow. Maybe hes busy so he cant text back. Or maybe hes just ignoring me. I feel broken again. I hate this feeling.

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Sorry this ones short. Only 439 words. Damn. Also sorry u havent updated in 3 days. School has had me bumbed out. Cherry bomb is playing right now. IM THE BIGGEST HIT ON THE STAGE. My mom order me a changbin hoodie. I can't wait for it to come. Also im debating on how long i make this story. Do u do it for like 15 chapters? 20? 30? 40+? I have no idea. there arent many long Changjin fanfics i cant find. Also they are all fluff.  or they dont go in detail with the 👉👌👉👌 scenes. I. Need. Some. Smash. Im gonna add some of that to this story maybe. heheh ok bye. STREAM COSMO!