My True Love- A Taekook Fanfiction

Chapter 4

The pain in my throat gets worse

Try to cover it

I don't have a voice

Today I hear that sound again

It's ringing again, that sound

A crack again on this frozen lake

I dumped myself into the lake

I buried my voice for you

Over the winter lake I was thrown

A thick ice has formed

In the dream I shortly went into

My agonizing phantom pain is still the same

Have I lost myself

Or have I gained you

I suddenly run to the lake

There's my face in it

Please don't say anything

Reach my hand out to cover the mouth

But in the end, spring will come someday

The ice will melt and flow away

Tell me if my voice isn't real

If I shouldn't have thrown myself away

Tell me if even this pain isn't real

What I was supposed to do back then

(END OF SONG)

Halfway through the song, I started to sob. I didn't want to go back to my school. I didn't want to go back to see Taehyung. I didn't want Taehyung to torture me and harrass me. I didn't want to message him tonight. But I had to or he would become more aggressive.

The song ended and I got out of the car. I went upstairs to my room and laid down on my bed. I stared at the ceiling and thought about what happened that day, and started sobbing.

I can't do it. I'm done. I thought as I collected my thoughts.

After what Taehyung had done, I should hate him, but I just feel my crush growing and intensifying. I reached over and grabbed my phone. I opened my messages and sent Taehyung a quick message.

livingMEMEkookie- Hey...

blanktaetae- Hey Kookie!

livingMEMEkookie- ...

blanktaetae- what's wrong my Kookie?

livingMEMEkookie- 1 im not "ur" Kookie and two ur acting as if u are completely innocent when you know damn well u arent

blanktaetae- ...

livingMEMEkookie- really? no response! real mature...

blanktaetae- im sry but u know u love it

livingMEMEkookie- no i dont. ur harassing me and i dont like it

blanktaetae- well im sry kook but idk if im gonna stop

livingMEMEkookie- if ur not gonna stop at least answer my ?

blanktaetae- ok shoot

livingMEMEkookie- why?

blanktaetae- why what

livingMEMEkookie- why me. why did u choose to hurt me?

He took a long time to respond after that question