I'm fine, until I'm not.

Don't Let Me Go

Thankfully, there was still half a bag of cereal in the cabinet for me to eat. It was short work to put it in the bowl and the pour the milk in. I quickly grabbed a spoon out of the drawer, noticing another chore- the dishes- was also stacking up around the kitchen in desperate need to be done. I sighed in irritation, debating if I should actually get to it, or try to record a few more videos before taking another power nap. Amidst my thinking, I took a bit of the cereal, chewing it thoughtfully as I leaned against the kitchen island.

Maybe you should post those funny videos. You know, the ones about suicide. The voice chimed in rather maliciously. I cringed, half-hoping that I wouldn't hear from them today, although that seems to be out of the question now.

Shut Up. I snarled back viciously, shoving a spoon of cereal in my mouth almost too aggressively as I felt it clang against my teeth.

Ohh, very effective measures to avoid your issues, I rate it 0/8. I sighed irritably in response, the lack of sleep and my own voice ridiculing me was starting to drive me nuts. You mean you aren't already? I mean look, you are hearing voices. It taunted.

I hissed once again, anger welling and lashing through me sharp as a whip and just as quickly as the flick of one. I took another bite, chewing loudly to try and drown it out by sheer volume, although knowing the tactic would only hold it off for so long.

Sure enough, once I had finished eating, it returned, almost louder than before. You really are good at doing pointless things, y'know. I simply sighed, trying to remain calm as I decided I might as well do the dishes, working through them with ease, although a bit grossed out once noticing how long some of them had been stacking up. Jerome probably wanted you to see how it felt cleaning up somebody else's mess for once, especially since he does it for you all the time.

"Shut the fuck up." I muttered, nervously running a hand through my hair before making my way to my recording room, quickly turning the monitor on before I could see my own reflection again. As the screen turned on and the computer woke up I debated what to do, eventually deciding to finally check Lachlan's channel for the first time since the altercation, and see if he had commented on why The Pack hasn't recorded together in over a week.

My stomach dropped to see he had removed quite a few of us from his tab, leaving only Vikk and Rob there along with Ali-a, Tiny lizards, and Tyler. A frown touched my lips, but after noticing he hadn't posted anything in his community section about the switch up, I pressed forward and clicked on his newest video, which was uploaded 7 hours ago, not surprising as he did live in a different time-zone than the rest of us. I immediately went to the comment section while the video played his intro in the background, curious about how many of his fans noticed the change and lack of recordings together, not believing for a moment that it had gone unnoticed.

Sure enough, the top comment with even more likes than Lachlan's comment, was about the lack of The Pack's name.

What happened to the Pack Lachlan? Are you all mad at eachother? I frowned at that, noticing a lot of other people commented similar questions but Lachlan had yet to, before continuing to scroll.

Lachlan and Vikk are the only ones who changed that, what happened? Does anybody know?!?! Another read. There were a few more similar to that one, with worse spelling and grammar granted, but all with little to no likes.

I bet it was Mitch's fault again. Someone said, making me pause before noticing it had over 100 replies and 200 likes. I swallowed roughly, debating if I should read the comments, before ultimately deciding I needed to see what was being said before clicking the read more button.