Yawning and stretching as I hear the train rumble across the tracks next to my friends apartment complex . It was a late summer night in the month of July and the clock was sitting on 1:00 a.m. At least it felt like it was only midnight as I rolled over and looked at my phone. I gasped as my eyes read 4:38 across the top of my new iPhone 7 plus my friend Camron just bought me. "Wake up, wake the hell up! See this is why I knew better than to come over here after all those drinks! WAKE UP!", I shouted as I tapped Camron . Camron moaned a little and flipped over on his back. "What's the problem baby, go back to sleep! You got a little more time to rest before you have to leave", says Camron . "Get up! Look at your phone, it's way past time for me to be gone", I yelled in panic. "Just calm down babygi...", Camron paused as he looked at his phone. "Oh shit, it's 4:44! Wtf are we still doing here", Camron barked.
See Camron and I had met 4 years ago at a basketball game. I had heard so much about him in the streets, I was super happy to meet him. I think I had fallen in love before I met him. And as expected, everything I had heard about him was accurate. Camron was a real ladies man, he was 6 foot 2 , light skinned and sexy . He wasn't the stalkiest man around but to me he sure reminded me of my own AFRICAN lion king. He had tattoos all over his chest, a smile that the moon couldn't outshine. He had a low curly Afro with a beard just as nappy as the wool on his head. He had one of the nicest cars around. An ALL black matte Lamborghini and his license plate read PAID. He was a 12 figure business man owning 6 night clubs all over Atlanta. Nothing like my husband Anthony who didn't have shit going for him but a few loyal crackheads that always wanted deals. I mean don't get me wrong, Anthony had money but it always went to more drugs, child support, & lawyer fees. He was a rich man living a poor dope boy life. I hated the shit, but I've been with Anthony for 6 years. He so fucking insecure I didn't let me meet his homeboys until the day of the basketball game . Any guy that looked my way he beat me behind it. It got so bad I stopped getting dressed up for about a year and a half until he proposed to me. He use to tell me if I couldn't help being fine he would beat me until nobody wanted me. Well, that's exactly what he did. I cut off all my family and moved all the way across town so they wouldn't see the path I had chosen.
I stayed out east in Moutain Oaks and here I was 30 minutes on the other side of town at 4:49 a.m with a man who was not my husband. I quickly jumped out of bed and flipped on the lights to look for my clothes, I quickly noticed a gold condom package on the floor which instantly made me pissed. Now I know what this sounds like, I'm not the type of girl who raw dogs so seeing the wrapper should be a good thing, only thing is the fucking condom was still in the wrapper. I quickly put my clothes on and reached for the condom. I picked up the gold pack and threw it at Camron. "You want to fucking explain why this was on the side of the bed, seeing that we used all 3 last night", I said starring at Camron in rage. "Baby. I know what it looks like. I promise I strapped up each round", he pleaded. Camron had been asking me to have his baby for the past 2 years now. I loved him true enough, but I was married and Anthony would kill me & him. However, Anthony didn't want to give me any kids. He said the 5 he had was already enough. I wanted children though, more than anything. I would have never guessed I would be 26 with no kids married to a drug "lord". My grandmother Olivia would flip 5 times in her grave if she knew what I've done with my life.
"Fuck Camron ! Are you crazy!!? You did this shit on purpose!!! You're trying to get us both killed! What happenes if I actually get pregnant!?", I yelled as I threw a pillow at Camron head. Camron now sitting up looking confused and shocked as if he thought I wouldn't catch him in his bullshit, says "Baby! I .. im sorry! We was so drunk last night! You told me you wanted to have my baby, I thought you meant it, i was lost in the moment." James listen to yourself, WE WERE DRUNK! Me you and the baby will get killed if Anthony finds out I'm having a baby", I explained. Camron had known about me and Anthony the whole 4 years we had been messing around. Camron secretly hated and envied Anthony even though Camron was the better man. Anthony had me locked and hooked there was no way I would ever belong to any other man, and Camron knew that without question. "Fuck Camron !! I have to go we will talk about this later", I yelled as i gathered the rest of my thing just before running out the door.
