Dark Heart

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C h a p t e r 1

Sound of the bell filled the school. You could hear all those thick books being closed and thrown into the backpacks.

The weekend has officially started.

I slowly got up from my seat and, in no hurry left the school building. I didn't have any plans for tonight so I wasn't rushing home to get ready. I had the whole weekend to do absolutely nothing.

I was about to pass the school gate when I felt someone smacking me on the back.

"Hey bestie!" It was just Rachel. And guess what, she's not my bestfriend.

That ugly phrase 'bestie'. I think everyone uses that, expect your bestfriend. But who knows, there are probably some normal people out there.

'What do you need Rashell?' she was walking with me for a few seconds before she said anything.

' Firstly - it's RaCHELL, and secondly what are you doing later today?' she flipped her fake blonde hair so hard that I almost lost my right eye.

' Jeasus, no need for all the hair flipping thing.' I  rubbed my eye and cheek just to make it seem more dramatic, even thorough I know she won't feel sorry for her bitchy attitude. 'And to answer your question, I'm busy tonight.'

'Oh really? Want me to call your dad and check that?' Damn it, she always tricks me with that sentence. She knows that our parents work together, and she uses that against me every.single.time.

'God, what do you want from me NOW?' I stopped walking because if we continued we would end in my house ,and boy did I not want that to happen.

'Mark and Lucas will pick you up at 8. Be ready.' she turned around and was ready to leave me with, like 100 questions.

'Wait,wait,wait. Why are they picking me up? Where are we going? What is happening?' I gave her my panic-scared but also confused stare.

'I'll text you everything soon, I have to hurry back to school before Mark leaves.'  She did someting I absolutely hate. Like, they should make this illegal.

Kiss blow, blow kiss thing. If that isn't cringeworthy, I really don't what is.

I just eye rolled it out of my memory, if it's even possible.

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I threw myself on my perfectly comfy, unmade bed. It still smelled like pizza from last night. Perfection.

I took my phone out of my pocket to check if Rachell texted anything. And believe me, SHE DID.

' Sooo kitty girl. Wear something comfy but cute, because we're having a cute Netflix&Chill  sleepover. Just you,me,Mark,Lucas, and that new guy Ian. Don't be late. 8pm.'

Oh.My.God.

That is a squad to wish for, squad from hell.... I can't think of anymore sarcastic lines but you get the point.

I truly don't know where to start.

We have Rachell. The bitchy one. The spoiled one. No one likes her, but a lot of them want to be friends with her, but somehow she only hangs out with her boyfriend Mark and his friends Lucas and Theo. Sometimes Emma is with them, but it really depends.

Then Mark. The boyfriend. Every girl wants him, but only one has him. What a shocker. The rich town boy, showing off his status wherever he can.

Lucas. Your typical fuckboy. Every week, another girl. 2 year younger, 4 years older, blond or brunette, he really doesn't choose. Only one matters - they have to be thinner than  .... I don't know, name a thin object and I can promise they are thinner.

And Ian. Well he's new ,as Rachell said. But that boy is kinda weird. Yes, he is good looking, he's he is an athlete, but why doesn't he have friends? Usually when you have a hot new guy around everyone jumps around him. Suddenly every girl likes the color blue just because accidentally he said it was his favorite. But with Ian it wasn't like that. Everyone he hanged out with, it didn't last long. He was okay with Jim one day, and the next it seemed like Alison was his best friend, and on the third day he was sitting alone in lunch. With that pattern it really seems like there is something wrong with him and everyone just give up on being friends.  He hung out with 'the squad' like twice? But in the beginning of the year, since then - nothing. Wow, I'm really impressed they are still talking to him.

But I'm not the one to judge. I can barely say I have 2 friends at that school. Three if you count this sick relationship with Rachel.

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Guess now I have to explain to my dad I'm going to Raechells. God, he is going to get an impression that I have a lot of friends. At least he won't be worrying about my 'social life'. He has enough of other stuff to worry about.

He works as a surgeon. Guess that explains everything. Busy all day, busy all night. But he loves it. He worked so hard and studied so long and I'm glad he has something to make him happy after my mothers accident.

I felt a tear sliding down my cheek and also felt some kind of pain inside me. Like someone is slowly biting what's left of me. I wiped the tear of with my hand fastly and decided to take a long shower so I wouldn't think about those things anymore.

I finished the shower, and changed into my favorite sweatpants and hoodie. Deciding to have a nap, guessing there will be no time for sleeping tonight. You can never forget about sleep. And food. But sleeping was the main problem now.

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I have a really light sleep so it wasn't hard for me to get woken up just by a text.

*BZZ*BZZ*

"Hope you're ready kitty girl, because the boys are almost there ;)"

Yay, I just can't wait to spend the night with my favorite squad and that Ian guy. What an exciting time to be alive.

If there is anyone who thought I was serious, think again.

end of chapter 1

hope it wasn't that bad.