{REQUESTS OPEN} To my fellow Echelon, was it a dream? No, it was real. Here you can find yourself in any situation with Shannon, Jared, and Tomo - just let me know what you like best and I'll write it! Provehito in altum...
Ουπς! Αυτή η εικόνα δεν ακολουθεί τους κανόνες περιεχομένου. Για να συνεχίσεις με την δημοσίευση, παρακαλώ αφαίρεσε την ή ανέβασε διαφορετική εικόνα.
"I don't think I should come this week, Jess." I said, my phone pressed to my ear as I sat in the dark of my living room. I was drinking whisky from a bottle disguised in a brown paper bag and I hadn't turned a single light on. I could hear Katie skyping Paloma upstairs, talking animatedly in Spanish. I rolled my eyes. We still weren't talking.
"Come on, babe it'll be great. You don't even have to talk to Jared, you know?"
"I feel like I need to, though. I hurt him quite bad."
"Eh, fuck it you're single and you can do what you want." I could hear impatience rising in Jess's voice.
I closed my eyes. "What's the plan?"
"Get to the pub for seven. We're having food and drinks there, and then back to mine for pre's and then onto town for the bar crawl."
"I'll be there."
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I checked my phone, scrolling aimlessly through the texts Jared and I had sent to each other since last week. He was pissed. I don't blame him.
I took a large swig of whisky and realised I should probably slow down. I put it back in the kitchen and sat down again. I couldn't sit still.
I thought about Shannon's gorgeous eyes.
I thought about Jared's gorgeous eyes.
Fuck.
I looked back through my messages again. Shannon had messaged me a few days ago after the whole mix up with Jared...
Hey kitten I hope we're cool? Shan xx
He literally hadn't given a shit that I'd slept with Jared. It dawned on me then, that maybe it was because he really didn't like me much after all and just wanted to be friends, whereas Jared was proper angry about everything because he was the one who liked me.
I had replied...
Hey, yeah we're all good Shannon. I think I really pissed him off... I'm sorry please don't judge me. I feel awful but he's taken it a bit too seriously? xx
I had hovered over the send button for a good few minutes before clicking it. I had paced about for ages, nervous for a reply. He didn't keep me waiting too long...
He likes you lol. I don't blame him. I'll see you real soon and maybe we can talk about it properly... over coffee? xx
Phew. The last thing I wanted was a pissed off Shannon. But that hadn't resolved the situation with Jared. I realised that by going out with Jess this week, things would probably kick off but I didn't want to lose them both...
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I didn't fancy pub food so I had some dinner before I left. I said "bye" in the vague direction of Katie as she swanned down the stairs with her nose in the air.
