I Missed You °•°JHS

10

Its been one year since I woke up, I have been staying at home all this time, my mom were very worried. I want to tell her everything is gonna be okay but I can't. How can I say that when i know its not gonna be okay. Most of the time I'll be depressed, I won't go out from my room,I won't eat, wash, I'll be just sleeping on my bed 24hr until I'll get better from this depression thing. All of the time Dr.park was beside me. motivating me to work. And now he told me that I should start college and finish my study. Also it will be good for me as he said. I don't have any choice so I decide to start college.

"Jane!" My mom shout from the kitchen

"Yeah am coming!"I shout running toward the kitchen

"Come eat before you go"she said giving me a sandwich I take one bite and start going only to be stopped by a hand which grab my hair. I turn and saw my mom holding my sandwich

"Eat while you go"she said and ruffle my hair

"I waste 5 minute doing my hair!"I whine and take the sandwich. When I open the door I saw Dr. Park standing

"What are you doing?"I ask taking a bite from my sandwich

"Am gonna to give you a ride." He shake his head by my question I nod and open his car door. Telling him to hurry.

"Make some friend, a good one" Dr. Park said

"Okay doct-"he didn't let me finish

"Don't call me doctor park!"he whined and I nod

"And be careful there are so many bad boys"he said making me roll my eyes

"You mean fuck boys"I said and he gasp

"Where did you hear that word!"

"Come on jihyun am not a baby"I said after that the ride was silent obviously he's embarrassed

"We're here"he said making me look around I unbuckle the seat belt and was going to get out until he grab my wrist

"Jane I know you're brave,strong and smart but you need to be careful about who to be friends with and the other thing,you have been isolated from people for many years and could be hard for you to be socialized, if something's like that happen tell me so that I can help you"he said looking straight in my eyes

"Okay jihyun I'll be careful" I said and get out from his car.

I look at the gate my mouth suddenly felt dry, what am I afraid of? This is not the Jane I know.the jane I know is confident! I start searching for my class and finally I got it. I grab the door and get in there wasn't so many students. After a while the students start getting in and so on the teacher.
I have been yawning all of the time, I want to sleep! I am hungry! I want to go home!
Finally the teacher say something which I never care to hear then he get out. I don't know how to survive the next few years in this college.

"I'm home~" shout and go to the kitchen

"Jane you came! Sit down" Mom said pulling a chair and I sit down
"How was it? Did you make friends?"she ask while giving me the juice

"It was good"I said ignoring her question about a friend.

"Go shower and eat"mom said

It's been two fucking month that I start school and that Dr stop coming him.

"Mom did something happen to Dr.park?" I ask her
"He did not pick my phone"

"Maybe he's busy" mom said giving me juice.