Brook pov
I was staring at my cup of tea. I was sitting on the stairs outside. I came out here right after Andy told me he told Rye and Jack that they needed to stay somewhere else tonight.
But it just made it harder I wondered were he was. If he and Rye were... Of course they are.I whipped away my tears I haven't stopped crying for longer then five minutes since everything happened and it's been hours.
I looked up at the sky. Why did this have to happen I thought he loved me.... But I guess he never did.
I heard someone walking over to me. It was Andy. He sat down beside me.
" you okay" he said looking at the sun as it started to set
" I don't think I'll ever be again" I said tear now rolling down my face. When I looked at Andy I saw how puffy his eyes were. He must have been crying a lot too.
" are you okay" I said he looked at me for at me for second then sighed
" I told Rye how I felt about him and he told me he wasn't gay that he could never feel that way for a guy that's why we weren't really talking I was trying to except... Then he made out with Jack who is obviously a guy which means it's not that he isn't gay just not for me." He said as he finished he looked back at the sky.
" I'm sorry Andy" I said he gave me a half hearted smile
" yeah me too" he said
We sat there for a while before we decided to go inside. But the moment I walked inside all the moments we spent together overwhelmed me and I can be in there anymore so I got a blanket and went back to the stairs and started looking at the stars.
I woke up to the chirping of birds I stretched. Realizing I slept outside on stairs no less clicked in the moment I stood up. I felt like a thousand needles were stabbing me.
I moaned in pain as I walked into are house when I walked in I saw Andy laying on the floor with an empty bottle of alcohol on the floor beside him.
" Andy" I said shaking him he moaned
I got up and got him some medicine I gave it to him with a glass of water.
" why doesn't he love me" he said crying
" why doesn't Jack love me" I said looking at him. I gave him a hug.
We were to broken hearts that hopefully could get fixed one day.
I heard my phone start to ring when I looked I saw it was Rye I answered it planning to scream at him. But before I could he said
" Please don't hang up it's Jack he's in the hospital" all of me started shaking
" w-why" I tried to make a sentence but that's all that came out
" he tried to kill himself" Rye said
