Like Butane On My Skin

The Jetset Life is Gonna Kill You

Frank's pov~

   I thought about the dream then remembered what the voice had said 'you will never save him' that last line made it feel like I had just been stabbed in the heart. Then I thought about how maybe this is some sort of twisted message. Would it be that I couldn't be with Gerard- or that when he needed me I couldn't be there? I have no idea

   Than that menacing voice came back 'this is a message Frank' it sent shivers down by spine to know that this was a terrible message. I then thought about the black smoke, could that represent something? I have no idea but I should probably go to some like physic lady who can tell me something about what the dream means. Actually I take that back I'm not sure if I should even know what Gerard is going through

   Actually now that I think about Gerard I don't have his number, I should probably get it from him. Shit. It's a Friday, I will have to get it from him on Monday. Unless I somehow see him this weekend- I hope that's not ironic foreshadowing. Well I should probably see if Moms home because I'm hungry, and by check I mean just look out the window to see if her car is there

   Nope. Shes not home yet I mean she should be home soon though because it's almost- wait what time is it. I picked up my phone and look at the time. It was 5:20, yeah she should be home soon if its almost 5:30. Wait if its 5:20 then that dream was like 3 hour long! Okay that's not Rad

   Well I'm just gonna get some soda and chips then watch like The Texas Chain saw Massacre or something. I walked down stairs and went to the kitchen and grabbed a coke. Then I grabbed a bag of doritos, and walked into the living room. I set my stuff down on the coffe table and grabbed the remote. I went onto Amazon and searched for The Texas Chain saw Massacre. I clicked on it when I found the movie and rented it

   I heard the pop and fizz of opening my soda, the pulled open my bag of chips

Gerard's pov~

   I was drawing in my room, I was drawing Frank's eyes. I can't stop thinking about the kiss we had, it just felt so right. I remembered his eyes, they were green with a greenish blue ring around them. Little streaks of that green blue color was in his bright green eyes. They also had brown the closer they go to the pupil

   I added some shading to my half colored drawing. I wanted to do something artsy to I colored his iris and everything else was black and white. I think it looked pretty good, I put down my pencil and closed my skeatch book. I got up and them heard a knock on my door

   "Come in!" I slightly yelled to who ever was at my door

   Mikey then walked in and walked closer to me

   "Hey is something wrong? You seem just different today" he asked me

   "No nothing is wrong. I don't want you to have to be consistently worrying about me" I said back giving him a smile

   "Dont lie to me Gerard. I can tell something is up" Mikey said to me putting his hands on his hips

   "Fine would it make you feel better if I told you" I said to him

   "Yes." He responded to me. It was short

   "...well uhh.. you see.... me and Frank may have... uh... kissed" I timidly responded

   "Wait what?! Did you force him or did he like- what happened!" Mikey said taking his hands off his hips

   "No I didn't force him, in fact he was the one to kiss me first" I said to Mikey

   "This is great! My big brother FINALLY got a boyfriend" Mikey said doing a little dance around my room

   "Well we are no- hey wait!" I said interrupting myself

   Mikey just laughed, I eventually started laughing too

   "No but seriously that's good for you! But anyway do you want to go to the mall or something tomorrow" he asked

   "Sure, I'll go" I responded back to his question

   Mikey then left my room to leave me in peace? Yeah I guess I could use that word. I grabbed my phone off my desk and floped bavk.first down on my bed, with like half of my legs hanging off. I pulled my arms up so my phone was infront of my face and turned it on. I decide to go onto Instagram to stalk some people.. don't tell me that's weird I know you do the same

   I tapped on Instagram and the first post that came up, was this person I follow who is wicked good at art. It was a drawing of someone with black hair and in a emo fringe kind of hair style, they were wearing all white except his balck tie. He was covered in blood with no face playing a guitar with some sort of symbol on it, and above the drawing it says yeah it's cool I'll be okay

   It was some pretty cool art, I looked at the caption and it said 'I have been thinking about this alot, and I think that it's a pretty cool aesthetic! I think it would be a pretty cool lyric too'. I went into the thingy that shows people around me like everyone at our school and shit. I started looking through everyone at our school and came upon Frank's account. It was tittle Frankieromustdie nice username dude, I tapped on his profile and looked at his profile pic

   It was a picture of him and a dog, maybe his I have no idea. I tapped on the thing that puts all of someones post together so you can just scroll down. I started scrolling and I came upon a video of him; he was playing guitar. I tapped on the noise button because I had my sound off. I then remembered how he was my neighbor, I got kida scared. Was he looking through his window at me? The curtains are closed. Was he secretly looking at me through a web cam? The computer is off. Is he looking at my phone from his house? He dosen't have your number or email.

   I was freaking out over nothing, I doubt he could see me anyways. Though I'm still kinda paranoid, so I looked out my window moving the curtains to look out them. There wasn't even a window where my room was. I then looked at my computer and my Skype wasn't on and nothing was on. My computers dead. He dosent have my number or email or anything

   Once agian I'm worrying over nothing.

Sooooooooooo here I guess. This chapter is pretty important to the story. Not just because of dream but more so yeah

Question of the chapter: favorite song off Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge

I think I like Give em hell kid the best, I find it really fun to dance to

~CRAZY_KILLJOY