Mine (ON HOLD AND UNDER EDITING)

Chapter 18

"Aish! It's so hard." He slightly pouted, he was trying to act cute so he could get away with it. 

"It's not if Jin and Hobi can do it then so can you! Also stop trying to act cute it will not work!" You smiled and flicked his forehead.

He furrowed his brows and puffed his cheeks out.  

"Fine..." His voice came out muffled as he rested his head on your shoulder.

"Come on Joon. Look at me." You lifted his chin up and his dimples popped out slightly as he held back his smile.

Unconsciously you both leaned forward until both of your foreheads were touching, your breathing was slow and shallow.

"I want too... C-can I?" His lips hovered over yours, with those words you freeze and blush extra red. Like that hadn't already happened, it was getting embarrassing. You nod slowly.

He leaned in finally.

At first it was tender pecks and it merged into soft kisses, it was sweet and not needy like the other times. He rested his hand on your hip while your hands were on either side of his face.

Yet again he moved down your neck, his teeth slid down your jaw and neck. It gave you the chills, he groaned slightly and pulled away from you for a second. 

"Joon?" Your hand reached for his cheek, he gently grabbed it with his. 

"S-sorry, your scent got really strong and I almost had a moment." He looked up at you like all the times before his eyes were crystal blue.  

Looking at him now you realized he looked... sick. Not like he wasn't pale enough before, but he looked sick enough to be worrying.

"Namjoon, have you been... eating?" He looked away and frowned. 

"Joon... why?"

"I can't! Everything makes me want to throw up and at the moment it has! I don't know why-"

"Joon."

"It's annoying, I can't eat with my friends anymore! My servants are starting to notice-"

"Joon!"

"What!" He looked stressed out, he was borderline trembling.

"Let me try something." You were slightly worried that this wasn't gonna go well but you rolled up your sleeve and put your wrist up to his mouth.

"No. I won't do that to you again."
"Yes, you will. Spit it out if it tastes bad. Please for me?" He sat there, you could see the cogs in his head working.

He looked to you with uncertainty, he slowly grabbed your wrist and brought it closer. 

He took a deep breath in.

"I'm sorry." 

He bit down, you groan in pain. It hurt so much, but you had to prove your theory.

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Namjoon pov:

She put her wrist up to his mouth and a wave of her scent rushed through him. His vampire instincts kicked in and he almost bit her then and there. But his humility was stronger.

He was terrible, he couldn't eat at all. He had tried different races and even blood types, nothing had worked. 

So he suffered, because he knew it was all her. After he had bitten her in his evil state his pallet had suited to the taste, his body wouldn't take anything else.

She wanted him too and had given him her consent. What was stopping him? The fact that he was hurting her, he remembered when he had bitten her previously how she screamed when he had bitten her.

He didn't want that... But he was so hungry. He wanted her so badly. 

"I'm sorry." He had said as he bit down on her wrist, her groan of pain killed him. But his body was living.

It was as good as before. Possibly even better, it was a drug. He dug his fangs deeper and she dug her nails into her palm on her other hand, why? He wanted to know why she wasn't screaming or crying.

Why she didn't hate him yet.  

Why hadn't she run from him yet?

A/n: Heyyy, what did you think of Jungkook's and Charlie Puth's performance?

I was sorta disappointed with Charlie, but the boys did great.

And that shit with Jimin's voice? It's annoying how some armies can't understand that he can't have a good performance EVERY time he goes on stage? 

Like chillax, he works hard for us.

Love you all, thank you for reading. Enjoy. T- <3