Dream On Dreamer

17. Make It Stop

17. Make it Stop

Stuck in this time elapse

I'd rather be alone

Than face the cold

I'd rather be afraid

Than have the courage

To crawl

Every little step we take

It started out easy

It's the giant leap you have to make

Well, don't hesitate

Frowning upon my reflection

I see a soul torn apart

Wanting to run away and yet hold up

So tell me how you do this everyday

Running around with the same mistakes

Tell me how you never learn

Wanting to make it worse now

Stuck in this time elapse

I get a feeling I'm not the part

I'd rather be alone

Than embrace the warmth

I'd rather have the courage to take the leap

Just backwards

Tell me how I do this everyday

Ruin my life and make it worse

Tell me why I feel this way

For sure it's not me in my right mind

I hear them talking in the hallways

Whisper about as if I don't hear a single word they say

But it's true

Crying won't help and so I say

Make me hurt more than ever before

Let the pain escalate

Let it not bottle up and do something to make it stop