Chapter 4

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Fucked up..

Chris

"Kenya please shut the fuck up!" I shouted and she silenced herself and scoffed going upstairs, i swear I regret taking her back, I'm just in a fucked up situation right now and her being here it messing me up more. It's Wednesday...,,Sulem has yoga!

I grabbed my keys off the glass table and wore my J's then grabbed the flowers and the bag of chinese food I bought this morning and walked out the house. I jogged towards the park seeing her Yoga group up ahead, I stopped in my tracks once I saw some guy give her his number. I sighed in frustration then I smirked knowing exactly what I was about to do.

"Hey baby I brought the flowers and food you asked for" I winked at her then kissed her and she kissed back. I pulled away and held her wasit

"Oh who's this?" i asked

"Uh this is Damien.." she sounded shocked

"Wassup man" I dapped him up

"A'ight well amma see you later, Bye Sulem" He nodded at her and walked away

"Chris what the fuck!" she whispered

"Can I take you out tonight so I can explain.." I asked

"What's there to explain?" she asked looking in the bag and blushing

"Please baby girl" I caressed her cheek making her blush deeper

"Okay" she mumbled sniffing the flowers and closing her eyes

"You like them?" I smirked

"Their lovely" She smiled

"No kiss or hug?" I asked grinning

"Nope, what should I wear?" She asked

"Casual, I don't do restaurants and shit, sorry..." I mumbled

"Oh thank god!" she sighed in relief and I raised a brow

"What?"

"I don't do them either, it's weird" she chuckled and I laughed

"Yea well amma come get you at 6" I checked my watch, it was currently 4:00 so I had two hours

"Alright" She kissed my cheek then used her thumb to rub it in making me blush, she went back to her yoga group and they all squealed making me laugh. I pulled my phone out seeing miss calls from Endyah, I quickly called her back and she answered on the third ring.

"Hey Chris" she said

"Wassup" I asked while walking back home

"Nothing, could you come over?" she asked seductively, I thought about it for a second...Behave or fuck Sulem's friend?

"To do what?" I asked

"Chris...I need you...I'm horny" She begged

"I'm sorry Endy, not today"

Or ever....

"Why?" she whined

"Because i'm busy" I lied

"Alright but i'm sending you a nude" She laughed

"Don't yo-" I cut myself off because she hung up, I shook my head and unlocked my house door and a message came in.

From Endyy💖

"Damn" I bite my lip, then I deleted it

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"Damn" I bite my lip, then I deleted it

To Endyy💖

Nope! I'm going by my word

"Chris!" I rolled my eyes looking up

"mhm?" I looked at Kenya who had her shit all packed up

"I'm leavin'" she spat

"Okay..." I smiled at plopped down on the couch

"Your supposed to beg me you asshole!" she shouted

"Get out bruh, beg you my left toe" I laughed

"I'm not coming back!" she shouted

"Yea please don't" I smirked and she groaned leaving and slamming the door behind her. I pulled up a picture of Sulem wrapped in sheet while sleeping. She knows I have it so I'm good, I took it the day we fucked. I don't know if I would consider what we did fucking...It was something else but I don't know what....

She was so beautiful, I remembered that night so perfectly....

I don't think I could ever forget what happened between me and Sulem that night and I'm sure it's the same for her

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I don't think I could ever forget what happened between me and Sulem that night and I'm sure it's the same for her. Her body fit mine perfectly and like i said it was beyond fucking. We took are time and didn't rush at all. I don't usually kiss females the way I kiss Sulem and occasionally Endy. I could never compare Endy and Sulem because Sulem is different in every way. I don't understand what I'm feeling and it's driving me crazy. I'm so confused as to what happened that night between us. This is part of the things that are fucking me up, we both know that we can't stay away from each other that's why she agreed to let me take her out because yesterday she was telling me to fuck off and leave her alone and shit and when we kissed then it's like her whole mindset changed and I feel like that too when we kiss but then again I can't trust her this easily, for all i know she could be another one of them girls who just want money even though she seems far from it. I can't let my guard down just yet, not even the best sex can make me put my guard down, even Endy couldn't do it but Sulem...

I just hope she can't do it either...

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