It's been a month since Chris has spoken to me, now I know why...
He took what he wanted and just...left...I do the stupidest things and I really never bring myself to understand why. I stood my ground at that party but when he comes to kiss me it's like...it's like I can't control myself!
"Sulem forget him girl, men are like that!" Ocean told me
"Men are useless" Endyah popped her gum
"Endy your a lesbian that's different!" I chuckled wiping my tears
"So?, I liked dick once girl please" she flicked me off
"You need to let loose girl, have fun!" Ocean giggled making me laugh
"But I do have fun.." I frowned
"What?, helping old people put they Panties in the washing machine, get upstairs Sulem" She dragged me upstairs to my closet and brought out something
"Take a shower and wear this" she smirked
"Ok fine" I sighed
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Chris
Y'all probably mad at me for dropping luh mama but I don't care, pussy was amazing though so I might hit her up but then again I'm gonna have to sweat talk mama all over again.
"Yooo Chris look at the chicks that just pulled up at the club" Red smirked, I looked across the road seeing luh mama and a group of her friends..I know one of them but that ain't the point.
"Ain't that Miss Sulem, look at her sexy ass bruh" Trey bite his lip
"Y'all trippin' that ain't Sulem" I lied, I knew it was her but I ain't want them all over her and shit.
"A'ight whatever you say man, am out"
"Chris" I looked towards Kenya and she raised a brow
"What?" I asked
"They finally gone baby, let's go home" She whined
"I gotta handle something first" I got down from the hood of the car and walked across the street carefully, I knew Kenya was following me but I didn't care. I dapped the bouncer up and walked in looking around for Sulem. I scanned the crowd and my eyes landed on her and her friends drinking.
"Chris where are you going?" Kenya grabbed my arm
"chill, what I say bout' grabbing me like that" I warned and she didn't say anything but follow me
"Wassup Endy" I smirked and she turned a shade of red
"Hey Chris" she mumbled
"Hello to y'all ladies too" I smiled
"Hi" The other one said but Sulem said nothing, she just looked at her phone the whole time
"Hey uh Endy can I talk to you for a second out back?" I asked
"yea sure, i'm coming back guys" she got up and I walked her out back leaing kenya with Sulem and the other girl.
"First, How you been?" I asked smiling and she blushed
"I'm fine not what do you want?" She smiled
"I miss you....well I miss us" I Admitted, you see Endyah and I were together for 2 years until she just ended things cause she had to move or sum' shit like that. She called saying she was pregnant and I was happy as hell but she said said she had a miscarriage. That shit hurt like a mother fucker.
"I miss us too but I told you what it is with my sexuality now" She sighed
"A'ight coo' but no kiss for ya' boy?" I smirked and she blushed and connected our lips.
Sulem
"What you think they talkin' about?" Ocean asked me
"I don't care" I rolled my eyes
"What's wrong Sue" she frowned
"Nothing.." I mumbled, I didn't exactly tell her who the guy was, I only told Endyah because she knew him.
"Alright well let's go get some fresh air" she pulled me up and walked me outside and I rested my head on the wall. A tear ran down my cheeks but I didn't break down, I wasn't crying because I like Chris or something because don't get me wrong, he's cute and all but I don't like him like that. I'm just angry I gave him my virginity like it was nothing, I barley knew him and I gave myself up to him.
"Hey!" I looked to my side and saw Endyah had come back
"Hey" I slightly smiled, I examined her and spotted a hickey on her neck and I grew mad
"Are you fucking serious Endy?!" I shouted
"What?!" She acted confused
"I told you what the fuck happened to me and you go MAKE OUT WITH HIM?!!?" I shouted
"It's none of your business what happened out there Sulem, Not everything is about you!"
"Your such a whore, and you asking yourself why Trey left you!" I spat
Slap!
I held my cheek in pain then launched for her, I punched her in the face but when I was about to hit her again I was pulled off her.
"LET ME FUCK HER UP!!" i screamed, Yes I was tipsy... I don't usually act like this....I don't let loose.
"Yo! Chill Sulem damn" I knew it was him so I snatched my arms away from him
"Don't tell me to calm down!" I shouted shoving him back and walking out the club, I felt tears run down my face but no emotion was shown.
"Sulem! wait" He grabbed my arm turning me to face him
"WHAT?!" I yelled
"I-"I cut him off
"You wanna take something else from me too?! huh Chris??" I shouted and he sighed
"I'm sorry ok, I didn't think it would affect you this much" he caressed my cheek, he began leaning in and so did I but then I moved back
"You knew exactly what you were doing Chris..." I chuckled in annoyance
"Sulem.."
"Go away....Please I beg you.....j-just go away" I looked down letting the tears fall While I continued walking.
