Remember

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(Keshi - Over you)

"Y/N before I leave... I want you to know something."

 I lift my head up from the ground and look to see those dark eyes I fell in love with staring back at mine... My eyes were puffed up and red from crying, my face was red and very drained. My cheeks were soaked with my tears.

His fingers met with my chin, holding it up, keeping it from looking down. His eyes were also red and puffy but not as much as mine were. I waited for him to speak hoping he would change his mind

He stared deep into my eyes. I wanted to look away and forget him, I didn't want to feel this pain. But he turned my head back 

"I love you. I know we may never see each other again. You may forget me. But I know I will never forget you. The time with you is the most precious thing I keep in my heart. You made my life feel complete. You helped me find myself. You helped me know what love was. I don't want to leave... I don't want us to end.. I've always thought of marrying you, having kids with you, and dying together. If I don't leave... It will end to the worse. But when I find you again. When I am a wealth and free man I will never leave you again..."

 He voice sounded broken and dead. It pained me to hear. He looked down at the ground. a tear slowly went down his cheek quickly dropping to the ground. He removed his hand from my chin to my hands, squeezing them. Not wanting to let go.

I burst into his arms and held his body tightly to mine, burying my face in his chest. He slowly brought his arms around me. I look up from his chest and our lips met. I didn't want this to end. I know I would never feel these lips again. He lifted me up squeezing my body deepening the kiss. I could feel his tears landing on my face. Those soft lips quickly left mine and the warmth of his body left mine, he was gone by the time I opened my eyes. I looked at the direction he stood at and fell to the ground. It felt as I lost a big part of my life. I felt empty. I was destroyed. Bring my hands to my face I cry my heart out wishing this was a dream. But it was no dream.

Soon I couldn't cry anymore. My eyes were to dry up from all the tears that there was no more left...

Everything was different from that point on. I had no motivation to do anything but lay down and waste the day away. Isa was the only one who was able to make me take care of my basic human needs. Isa was the caretaker of all of the orphans, she pretty much was my mother. I have been raised by her since I was 7. No one seemed to want to give me a chance to be part of their family but every time I realized all I need was Isa. I was the oldest out all of the children. The children were about 7 to 10 years old. I adored each one of them. It was hard to deal with letting them go once they were adopted but I knew they would have a better life than here. When I got older I helped out Isa with the meals and getting them ready for school and their homework.

When he left I dropped out of school and decided to do online school. I couldn't stand people asking me if I was okay and feeling sorry for me and seeing his friends always brought the pain.

"Y/N!" Is a called sounding like she wanted something from me. I quickly pushed my chair away from my desk and walked towards Isa's voice When I entered the room I saw Yedda and Bonita standing next to Isa looking guilty. Isa With a bright crooked smile, trying to hold back her anger she spoke

"Would you take these girls out to town and get ingredients for dinner? They don't seem to be getting along with the kids right now.." I laughed and nodded "Yes I will, Come." I turned to face the back and waved towards my direction for them to follow me.

When we got to the front door I waited for them to get their shoes on 'So what did you guys do this time." I asked with my hands on my hips.

When they finished tying their shoes Yedda spoke up "Well... I really didn't want to share my toy... So I.. Bit Molly" I rolled my eyes "what do I always say sha-"

I was interrupted by Bonita finishing my sentence "Sharing is caring..." I smiled "Yep! Now, what did you do Bonita?" I asked. Bonita moved her hands behind her back, embarrassed by what she did. "I-I... I hurt James...I pushed him.."

"Why," I asked "Well... I don't know.."She replied looking down at the ground with her face flushed red in shame. I sighed. "It is not right to hurt anyone if you do not have a good reason for it," I told her. "I know..." she replied, sounding ashamed of her actions.

I chuckled and ruffled their hairs. The groaned and quickly fixed their hair

"Ready?"

The looked at each other and back at me and nodded.

I smiled and grabbed my bag and walked out of the house.