She gave me an annoyed look and brushed some hair out of her sweaty forehead. "Fragen Sie den Manager," she directed me, and disappeared into the throng, a tray full of beer in each arm. I watched her, frozen for a few seconds. She had told me to go see a manager. I didn't see a manager, so I tentatively pushed my hand behind a curtain that looked like it led somewhere important. Cooks were each bent over a dish. A waitress tapped me on the shoulder and I moved away quickly. "Manager?" I asked quickly before she could move away. She gestured towards a door on the right and I moved out of her way.
I knocked on the wooden door. "Entschuldigen sie mich..." I asked.
"Ja?" A sharp voice responded. I swung open the door timidly. "Ich suche nach einem Job..."
"Nein," the manager said before I even got a good look at him. "Danke," I managed to say before I got out of there. I walked away from the restaurant, my heart racing. Why was I so touchy over being rejected? People did this all the time. And besides, that was my first restaurant. I would try again. And I would eventually find a job.
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Well, that's what I said about eight restaurants ago. Or was it nine? I couldn't count. I stumbled across the cobblestone streets, feeling dejected. The sky had darkened. I didn't know what to do.
Keep going, I told myself.
But what if you don't? What if this was a mistake? You should have stayed with George-at least you wouldn't be homeless!
"I'm not," I told myself out loud, my voice coming out in a raspy whisper. I straightened my back. "I'm not," I said, louder, and took a deep breath. The sudden smell of meat floated through my nostrils, and I closed my eyes. A shop, a bakery.
"You want?" a voice called. I found myself face to face with a tall, thin, elderly man. He was looking at my curiously, standing on the top step of his shop. I looked up at him, suddenly unaware of what to say.
"I... ich habe kein Geld..." I said slowly. I had no money. It was true, and it was a surprised to me. I hated being surprised so much, being so aware that I had relied on John for so much of my life. Like I had relied on my mother. And before that, my father. But my mother had managed to make her way, and so would I.
I realized the man was still staring at me. He was apparently at a loss for words. I had spoken last, so I moved away reluctantly from the smell and turned around. And then I heard from behind me, "English?"
"Ja," I offered.
"My mother is from England," he said in a broken accent. "She came here in 1927."
I focused away from the meat buns. "I see," I managed.
"Why don't you come inside," he offered, speaking my tongue. "Closing time."
With a sigh of relief I stepped into the steamy store. It was tiny and cozy, and no one was there. I supposed it really was closing time. "Sit," he said, gesturing towards a little table. I pulled the wooden chair out, hearing the rough scrape of its legs on the linoleum floor. I sat. I was staring at the tablecloth for a few minutes, and then a meat bun was placed in front of me, arriving on a little ceramic plate. The man slid into a chair opposite me. I took in his gray hair and square jaw.
I couldn't take my eyes off the meat. "Mine?"
"Yours," he said, and smiled. I nibbled at it slowly, trying to make it last. The meat seemed to melt in my mouth. I savored its saltiness, its richness. It was only meat. But it was food-the stuff of life, after all. It tasted so good.
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