The Compass to your Heart ~ Baekyeol ~ fanfiction

Chapter 9

Sehun's POV

The bright light of the hospital room spread into my vision.

I tried to call for Luhan but my voice wouldn't work.

I slipped and hit my arm on something.

That's all I can remember.

I looked at my arm and my wrist was bandaged up.

My mom's stupid souvenir was on the side of the table.

Dammit, why did she have to buy an artisan knife?

It probably gashed up my wrist pretty terribly.

I knocked my head on the floor when I fell so I couldn't call the ambulance.

A figure entered my room and I tried to speak.

"Luhan?"

"No dumb fuck, it's Chanyeol."

I raised my eyebrow.

"Why are you here?"

"Because my boyfriend's at Luhan's house taking him to the airport."

"Why?" I tried to get up.

"He's moving back to China because he can't handle you trying to kill yourself."

But I didn't.

"Baekhyun was up crying all night because of this."

"What about Luhan?"

"He's very fragile right now, hell he even looks worst than some patients in this hospital."

"He can't go," I tried to get up and go stop him.

"It's useless now, just hang in there and when you have a proper answer for Luhan then go find him."

I thought about that.

I've never told Luhan my feelings and now he thinks I tried to kill myself.

Obviously it's hard for anyone.

My head throbbed and my chest felt tight.

But I can't live without him, I tried to stand up and I wobbled.

Chanyeol quickly held me so I wouldn't fall.

"Take me please," I begged him and he shook his head.

I pushed him to the side and tried desperately to walk by myself.

I wobbled towards the wall and pushed myself forward to try to get to the door.

I kept pushing myself and Chanyeol just watched.

"He already boarded."

He looked at his watch and then back at me.

I slumped to the floor wide eyed.

Luhan was the only thing I could think of.

His soft and timid touch.

His sparkling eyes.

His darling voice.

Him.

Luhan's POV

The sinking feeling in my stomach didn't subdue until I was snuggling into my mother's familiar embrace.

I knew I shouldn't have left Sehun.

But it was either leaving or watching myself slowly die.

"My baby! Look how much you've grown!" My darling mother cooed at the sight of me.

"Omma, that's embarrassing," I blushed and she lead me into the kitchen.

Eating her food for the first time since the start of high school made me feel instantly better.

The all too familiar taste of homemade cooking warmed my insides and I grinned.

"Why did you decide to come back?" My mom asked breaking my chewing patterns.

"I guess, I missed home." I smiled my most convincing smile I could muster and she let the subject drop.

I came home because I broke myself trying to fix a broken person.

My broken soulmate.

Baekhyun's POV

I laid in Chanyeol's warm lap while he kept kissing away my tears.

The butterflies never stopped and every kiss was so tender.

I can't believe how terrible I was.

Being such a dumbass friend that didn't even realize he was suffering.

No.

My denying phase was over.

I needed to throw the hurtful truth at someone.

Someone who needed it.

"Chanyeol, let's go to Sehun's house."

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Byun Baekhyun is angryyyyy and the next chapter is gonna give Sehun a headache. Hahaha, did you guys read my oneshot or Titanium Love? The one shot is really short but cute. And titanium love is not as fluffy as this fic ^^ my mom says I'm ready to become a cat lady soon, ain't gonna argue :3

With much love,

Serenityvi <3