I don't know I say and then I say okay let's ditch.
We get up walk out and he says let's go we run really fast while holding hands and then we ride on his tech deck to his house we go inside
my moms not home he says I blush bite my lip and look down okay I whisper back
then he starts kissing me and next thing I know we're both naked on his Cars™ bed.
No I can't do this I say
Why not he says
Because you're a bad boy I say back
McKaylynn do you trust me he says
Yes I love you I say
Then let's do the nasty he says
Ok I say
Then we do it omg his willy is 8 inches !!!!!so big anyway then I fall asleep and while I'm sleeping I see him staring at me caressing my nose sexually I smile in my sleep then he sleeps two
I wake up at 4 am oh no what did I do I think to myself I grab my clothes put them on then run to myself and barf.
I get to school it's Wednesday hey baby girl Jacob says and smiles hey I say and smile he walks away I go to my class not with him another one when i get there everyone is whispering and looking back at me and giggling everyone I get nervous anyway then the bell ring I go to my locker and see Maddylynn.
"Omg you did the nasty with Jacob?????" She says what how do you know I say omg he told everyone she says I cry run to the bathroom lock myself in a stall and play with my fidget spinner omg how could he !?!!?????!!!!
I'm so depressed
I get out go to him he's with all his friends i have tears I'm gonna cut myself omg he laughs and I say is it true did you tell everyone he did the nasty he laughs again and all his friends do to I cry and run away depressed suicidal broken dead inside omg how could he he said he loves me
I run and everyone turns to look at me
"Slut!"
"Whore!"
"Skank!"
"Thotty!" then everyone laughs at the exact same time I cry and run home.
I sit on my bed and cry I hear a knock on my bedroom door go away I'm depressed I say and I am so I go the bathroom get a razor blade sit in the tub when suddenly the door bursts open and it's mark!!!!!!
mark runs over and right as the razor blade is about to cut he stops me because he hugs me and he says what are you doing
I cry everyone hates me and thinks I'm a slut I cry more
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it's okay I don't think yo'ur a slit McKaylynn he says
I look up and say quietly
"really"
Yeah he says back I think you're amazing I giggle and blush then he kisses me I kiss back will you be my girlfriend he asks yeah I say
Then I say let's do the nasty , why he says I say because the last person I was nasty with was Jacob and he used me he's a bad boy but ur not please and he says ok
so we get on the bed do the nasty he says I love you I say me twoo then we sleep then it's Thursday and he's at his house when I wake up.
When I wake up I go to school say bye mom and sit down look away from Jacob I can't look at him I hate him he pretends like I don't even exist omg how could he then the bell rings I go home and sleep everyone says I'm a slut and I say no but they don't care !!!!!!!! mark comes home with me we sit on my bed watch movies and talk we have actually everything in common omg we are soulmates!!!! then I sleep go to school go home sleep again now it's Saturday I wake up.
I feel really sick I go to the bathroom barf my mom comes up gives me a pregnancy test says you barfed in the morning take this okay I say.
Then I close the door sit on the toilet and pee I wonder what if will say .........
