i woke up in my moms arms.
the broken door at my feet.
jelly bean next to me.
the dog barking in the background.
"jelly bean! call the police!" my mom shouted.
tears streaming down her face.
"its okay. stay with me. your okay" my mom whispered to me.
she rocked me back and fourth in her arms.
i looked down at my arm.
blood stained everywhere.
jelly bean came running back into the bathroom.
she turned to run out but i grabbed her hand.
"a-are you ok-okay?" I asked her.
she shook her seven year old head.
she kneeled down and wrapped her arms around me.
i slightly cried onto her shoulder and smiled.
she smiled as she pulled away.
she ran back down.
i heard the door open and people running everywhere.
a few people came into the bathroom.
the floors were dirty.
covered in wood, and blood and dust.
the police officer and nurse brought me a first aid kit.
they cleaned my arm up with rubbing alcohol then wrapped it up with he gauze wrap.
i laid on the bathroom floor for a long time.
not moving.
i thought about finn and how much he probably hated me.
"ok so she's going to have to keep the wrap on her arm for a couple weeks, changing it everything 2-3 days" a nurse said.
i sat up.
my mom looked at me worried.
"im fine mom. i'm gonna go to bed"
i slowly stood up feeling a little wobbly.
i walked into my room and closed the door behind me.
i lifted my shirt over my head and changed it.
i did the same with my pants.
i threw my blood stained clothes into my hamper.
i looked over into finns room.
he was crying.
talking to himself too.
i frowned.
i climbed into bed.
i tried closing my eyes but i couldn't.
i got on my laptop and watched some random stuff.
i finally drifted asleep.
