That b*tch. Maswerte na siya kay Josh kasi mabait siyang lalake. Kitams niyo diba, kaya niyang i-sacrifice lahat para lang sa'yo pero kung magiging girlfriend naman niya ako, ayoko ng ganun. Gusto ko din siya bigyan ng space na para sa kanya kasi...naku, mahirap na.
On my side naman, siyempre wala akong boyfriend since birth nga diba? Haha! Mga crush at si first love ang topics ko sa kanya.
*FLASHBACK*
"Si crush ay naging first love ko. Pero unfortunately, hindi siya nahulog sa akin." - Me
"Hahahaha! Kawawa mo naman monster." - Josh
Monster ang tawag niya sa akin. Kahit gaano ako kainis kapag tinatawag ako ng ganun, hindi pa din siya tumitigil. -_-
"Sige, tawagin mo pa akong monster ulit at uupakan na kita."
"Harmful!"
"Talaga lang!"
"Bahahaha! Monster ka talaga."
At ginawa ko na ang dapat ko gawin. Ano pa eh di siyempre, kinurot ko siya sa tagiliran niya.
"ARAY!"
"Sabi ko sa'yo eh."
"Kahit kailan sadista ka talaga."
"Mas mabuti na din yun."
"TSS." - Me and Josh
*END OF FLASHBACK*
At nauwi ang aming pag-uusap sa pagkain. Krispy Kreme daw ang fave donut niya at coincidentally same din sa akin. Hindi yun meant-to-be kundi COINCIDENCE lang. Gets?
-END OF MEG'S POV-
-APRIL'S POV-
Kasama ko ngayon si Jess na parang nagbagsakan ng napakabigat na piano. Nanlumo lang kasi siya tapos parang may problema. Guess niyo kung ano ang reason? Haha! I think alam niyo na. Walang iba kundi si Ivan lang naman. Tahimik lang siya habang nakikinig sa kanyang iPod. Eh ako naman si bored, nanghiram ng guitar kay Tristan. Nag-enroll kasi ako ng guitar lessons kaya...
"Pahiram." - Jess
"Okay."
Kinuha niya ang guitar tapos nagstrum. Paksyet, marunong pala siyang mag-guitar hindi man lang sinabi sa akin. Sa kanya nalang sana ako nagpatulong. -_-
Just five seconds after her strumming, she hummed a familiar song.
Scrolling through my cellphone for the 20th time today
Reading that text you sent me again
Though I memorized it anyway
It was in afternoon in December
When it reminded you of the day
When we bumped into each other
But you didn't say hi cause I looked away
And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life
And maybe I haven't moved on since that night
Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone
But I'm lying on my bed, thinking of you again
And the moon shines so bright, but I gotta dry these tears tonight
Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer
Oh oh oh oh...
Then I saw you with her
Didn't think you'd find another
And my world just seemed to crash
Shouldn't have thought that this would last
And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life
And maybe I haven't moved on since that night
Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone
But I'm lying on my bed, thinking of you again
And the moon shines so bright, but I gotta dry these tears tonight
Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer
As the sky outside gets brighter
And my eyes begin to tire
I'm slowly drowning
In memories of him
And I know it shouldn't matter
As my heart begins to shatter
I'm left to wonder
Just how it should have been... yeah...
12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone
But I'm lying on my bed, I'm not thinking of you again
And the moon shines so bright, but I gotta dry these tears tonight
Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on
Cause I'll prove you wrong that I can move on through this song
So much stronger
Wow. Ang ganda pala ng boses niya and mas gumanda pa dahil may pinaghuhugutan siya.
"Ang sakit pa din pala. Sana hindi nalang ako umasa."
Pagharap ko sa kanya, nakikita ko ang mga luha sa kanyang pisngi.
"Sssh. Tahan na Jess."
Pero imbes na tumigil siya sa pag-iyak, mas humagulgol pa siya. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang gagawin ko ngayon. Aawayin ko ba si Ivan o ipabahala na sa kanilang dalawa ito? Pero sobrang nasasaktan talaga si Jess ngayon at si Ivan ang dahilan. Well, si Ivan lang palagi ang dahilan sa mga iyak ni Jess. Haynakuuu ang pag-ibig nga naman. Minsan pala, mahirap magmove-on kapag ang taong mahal mo ay nandiyan palagi sa tabi mo. Na parang ayaw kang pakawalan pa at sa huli mo na malalaman na pinaasa ka lang pala niya.
Syet. Masakit pala pag ganito.
-END OF APRIL'S POV-
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A/N: Hello! Sorry for the slow update, masyadong busy sa school eh. At least nakapag-update na diba? Susunod lang ang part 2...next week siguro. Haha! Periodical Test na kasi namin on Thursday hanggang Saturday kaya kailangan kong mag-aral. Babawi ako sa susunod na chapters. PROMISE. ;-) <3
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