~~I'm addicted to you~~

17- Dans P.O.V

~Graphic(ish) abuse~

Hey Danny. Are you ready?"
My  dad said with a menacing smile.
"Daddy please no! I will go to Phils.. let me be."
dad grabbed My wrist.
"Your not going to see that gay faggot! Your hear me?"
I tried to pull away from his tight grasp but it was no use. I could smell the beer In his breath... disgusting.
"He's my friend I can see him if I want!  His mum treats me better than you and mum put together!"
"Fucking say that again!" Dad shouted. He pushed me to the floor and started hitting me repeatedly. My arms were aching and my stomach was pounding with pain after every punch.
And I couldn't stop him. His arms suddenly tightened around my shoulders and...

"GET OFF OF ME!" I screwed my eyes shut but I managed to wriggle out of his grip.

"Dan? Are you ok? Your crying.."

Wait. Is that Phil?
I opened my eyes. And yes, it was Phil.

Tears started pouring out of my eyes.

"P..Phil he was hurting me and I couldn't see you and I.. I was trapped... he was hitting me again and again!"
I cried

"Danny come here."
Phil opened his arms so I could hug him.

"Please don't call me danny"

I leaned into his arms but it didn't feel right. The thought of someone's arms around me made me feel sick after the dream I just had,so I carefully slid back out of his arms.

"Dan? Did I do something wrong?"

"Remember when I first started coming round a few weeks after I knew you"

Phil nodded.

"I never liked hugs or any of that crap... it made me feel sick.. I felt trapped.. my dad used to do that but it wasn't in the friendly way... he used to t..t..touch me. After a while I felt safe around you and let you in.. and after that nightmare it all seems too real."

"I'll give you some space.. let's go and get some water... we need to wake you up properly before you go back to sleep else you will get another nightmare."

Phil turned on the light and creeped out down the stairs with me following.

We went downstairs,grabbed some cold water and walked back up again. I wanted to cuddle with Phil but it still didn't feel right. I'd normally feel safe but this time a felt fear.

"I can sleep on the floor if you want..."
Phil said.

"Oh it's ok.. I will.. I feel like some space would help.."

Phil looked a little sad. Then again so did I. I wanted to feel Phils arms around me.. not in the creepy way, it comforted me and helped me sleep.. Phil was the only person I felt comfortable around... apart from his mum but I'm not gonna go sleeping with his mother am I?

Phil gave me his duvet to sleep on as he apparently was a little warm. I didn't believe him but I took it anyway.

I snuggled down on the floor next to Phils bed.

"Night Dan... I hope you feel a little better.. I'm sorry I can't help with nightmares... if I could, I would wave a magic wand and make every nightmare that you have disappear.. but I don't."

"It's ok.. night"

......

I couldn't sleep at all. The floor was comfy so that wasn't the problem. I just couldn't drift off.

I sat up and looked at Phil. His eyes were shut but he wasn't asleep. I could tell by his breathing pattern.

A grabbed the duvet and clambered into Phils bed pulling it over us. I was expecting Phils arms to wrap around me but he was probably unsure whether I wanted that or not... so I carefully got his arms and wrapped them around myself.
Phil was giggling quietly at what I just done.
"What?"

"It's cute.. now sleep"

"Night philly"

"Night dann- Dan.."

"Danny is ok"

"Haha ok goodnight Danny"

I didn't fall asleep straight the way like a usually did, but that was ok. I stared at the wall with pictures on them. I could make out what the pictures were because we left the bedside lamp on.

The 1st one was the day we first met at the train station.

The 2nd was Phil and Martyn playing outside when they were younger.

The 3rd was me and Phil with cat whiskers on our faces when we were filming the video for amazingDan

The 4th was him and his family all together.

And the 5th one was yet again me and Phil when we were moving into our apartment. Phil got 2 copies so he could have one here and one at our apartment.

Those memories were lovely. I wonder if Phil remembered them as vividly as I did.

After a while of staring at the pictures I started to get sleepy.

So I checked the time.
02:37

Then it struck me.
My  parents hadn't text me for a while.
I went onto the contacts

• Unblock mum •

That's weird. I never blocked mum...Phil Must of. But why?

I unblocked my mother to find she had text me twice.

~ 2 unread messages ~

We are on our way to your apartment. Hope Phil isn't there too... we don't want to have to hurt him.

Where the fuck are you Dan? Your apartment looks nice by the way. Don't hurry home too quickly!

My mum had never been in my apartment. She knew where it was but never knew what it looked like inside.
She must of broke in.
My parents broke into my personal property to find me!

Maybe she hadn't. I didn't want to jump to conclusions as I do that most of the time so I texted Chris.

Hey buddy.. can you do me a favour. Apparently mine and Phils house alarm went off? Could you be careful and check... be really careful and if you can hear anyone get out... thanks mate.. maybe bring Felix and pj round with you :/

I wasn't going to tell him that my parents are trying to find me to hurt me so I just told him the alarm went off

I decided to shut my eyes and fell asleep almost instantly.

Hope your enjoying so far :)
I'm trying to make these chapters longer.
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