~blood and all that crap~
Dan walked up the stairs to the apartment, his body aching with each step.
"I'm back Phil." Dan croaked.
Phil came running over to the door to see Dan, Badly bruised with cuts all over him.
"What the fuck happened?!"
"Doesn't matter" Dan didn't want to make things worse by worrying Phil any further.
"Dan your going to tell me what happened. Sit down... I'm going to help you"
" I DONT NEED FUCKING HELPING! JUST LEAVE ME AL-Alone... I'm sorry Phil I'm such a-a failure."
Dan started sobbing which made his face full of cuts sting even more than they originally did.
"Crap! It's hurts Phil please help me.. I'm so sorry."
"Don't be sorry... your just stressed out,that's all"
Phil pulled Dan into a hug. He wanted to take all the pain away from Dan but that was impossible.
"I'm going to grab a few cloths and some warm water ok? Go sit down."
"So are you going to tell me what happened?"
Dan gulped.
"I wanted to get some space away from everything and everyone. I went to a nearby park and long story cut short, these idiots beat me up cause I'm gay."
Phil was speechless. Why did Dan want to get away?
"Why did you leave... I was scared..."
"I told you, I wanted space.. some air"
"Why though? Did I do something wrong?"
Dan started to feel sick. He didn't want to bring up the kiss or anything of the sort.
"I felt like a complete idiot after what happened last night. When I.. you know.. k..kissed y..you. I'm such a dick i know ... if you want you can leave me... I won't get offended."
Phil stared into Dans brown eyes. Such beautiful things... but the skin around them was purple.. and the eyes were glassy from the tears.
"Don't be so silly. And about what happened last night, if I didnt want it to happen... I would of got up and gone to my room." Phils face was bright red with embarrassment... but what he said needed to be said.
"I would never think about leaving you... I would just miss you.. all those nights full of anime...and the cuddles... and the funny 1am chats... why would I leave any of that??"
Dan shrugged.
Whenever he was around Phil, all the pain seemed to go away.
"Anyway, let's get your face cleaned up.. it might sting a little... just be brave."
Phil carefully dabbed the cloth onto Dans wounds, trying to make it as pain free as he could.
10 minutes later, Dans face looked a little better... less bloody...but the Bruises stayed as if to punish Dan for everything
Dan jumped into the hot bath that Phil had ran for him, letting the pain drift away.
After a while Dan came out of the bathroom and told Phil that he wanted to go straight to sleep as he was quite tired. Phil was confused but listened to what Dan wanted.
"Is it ok if I sleep alone tonight?..."
"Oh of course... if that's what you want.."
Phils heart sank. He loved cuddling with Dan... it made him feel safe.
"Yh. Night phil."
"Goodnight Dan.."
• 2am •
Neither of them had slept. It was impossible, they needed each other to feel safe. Secure.
Dan had given up and decided to text Phil.
Dan 🖤
Are you awake?
Phil 🦁
Yeah... can't really sleep.
Dan 🖤
Is it ok if you come to my room? You don't have to but...
Phil 🦁
Of course
Dan 🖤
Thank you x
-message deleted-
Dan 🖤
Thank you
Phil quietly crept over to Dan. He had red puffy eyes again. Dan was crying.
"Shh it's ok Dan. Everything will be fine.. I'm here."
Dan let out a soft cry.
"I'm sorry Phil. I'm such a mess right now."
"It's ok bear... close your eyes now... I'm here.. everything will be just fine I promise."
"Thank you Phil... for everything."
Phil lay down twiddling little pieces of Dans curly hair. It went from Phil needing care with his memory to Phil looking after Dan... he didn't mind it though... he wouldn't change it for the world.
"Night night bear"
"Night night little lion.. thank you"
"It's ok... shh now and get some rest... and don't leave me in the morning.."
"I will never do that again... too scary"
Phil quietly giggled and closed his eyes.
After minutes of being in the same room as each other, they fell asleep. Peace. Bliss. Safety.
Sorry this chapter was crap... but it kinda needed to be...hehe
Yee I'm going now byeee
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