laughter (June has laughter)

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the sky's depression dresses the concrete paths

with every step, droplets jump up my calves

ominous terror grates my heart

beatbeatbeatbeatbeatbeat

I begin to run in fear of capture

the only other sound, the sound of laughter

maniacal

deep

mocking

the ill notes of dread drift closer as my legs tire

puddles of tears drench my shoes

pushingpushingpushing

step by step

gaining on me

i can't run anymore

rapid breaths escape free

my heart scratches my throat

lungs fill with lead and rubber

breaths no longer one after the other

the all push in front, trying their best to come out

but my chest seizes

squeezing

tightening

burning

panicpanicpanic

the volume increases

the chuckling gripping my mind now

mockingmockingmocking

consciousness is further away

the sound before I fall

the only sound I hear

the one I fear

Anxiety's laughter

it's here

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A poem for June's poetry competition 💖☁️

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