"SHIT! Am I late," I think to myself. I look at the time , it's only 12:00 it starts at 1:30. I sigh, that feeling it there again. Gosh how I hate that feeling but at the same time I love it. Then I lose my train of thought. Just thinking of Asa. Then I think about if all Asanators feel what I feel. I close my eyes.
"WAKE UP DIPSTICK!" Jessica yells at me, you can see she is always yelling at me.
"Gosh what the hell just let me have some peace and quiet sometimes," I sight.
"Ok look I'm driving u there soooo if you aren't dressed I am NOT waiting," Jessica says while giving me the stink eye.
"Ok I'll be ready in five mins, so LEAVE please," I say quietly
I put on the outfit I picked out yesterday. I look in the mirror and pat my skirt.
"GAH, what do I do with my hair," I throw around my hair. It's so long it make my neck hot. Whatever. I go to leave my room. MAKE UP! I draw on winged Eyeliner and mascara. Then I run out the door and grab my phone.
I get into the car and I smell I strong smell of a smoky skunk smell again.
"Are you kidding me, have u been hanging out with James again," James Is a Jessica's "Guy friend" and he smokes weed and makes her smoke weed too.
"Yah so," she says very guilty like
" You know that stuff is bad for you come on please,"
"Look I can't I'm hooked just shut up ok stop making me feel guilty," I can see the tear in her eyes.
I sigh," Ok, but the next time i see him I'm kicking him in the balls." She laughs a little. This sucks why does she do it if she knows she can really hurt herself. I look out the window. It's a really hot day today. Then a nervous feeling strikes me, what if he doesn't like me, he thinks I'm stupid, oh god. I close my eyes. The nervous feeling gets stronger. Then I look at my phone, the nervous feeling turns into "That Feeling". I sigh and close my eyes, how I wish I could she hug him.
The car stops. My eyes open. There isn't many people here. I look at my watch, it's 12:30, I'm not late.I thank my sister and watch out of the door. The building what long and dark. Then I walk up to the security grad.
"Um, hi do u know where the Asa Butterfield meet and greet is," he could hear the nervousness in my voice
"Yes hon just go straight and turn left, your the first one here so your first on in line, good luck"
"Thanks," I walk away, my heart starts pounding and I can feel my face going red. I run into the washroom and I wash my face. I look in the mirror. MY FACE IS AS RED AS A TOMATO. I sigh and just walk out confidently. My face starts to calm down. Then I look behind me. My heart stops. Asa is running behind me, and I swear I saw him smile at me. Oh god I feel like fainting.
"Hey," he yells. I look back.
"No way," I mouth, "Are u talk to me?"
"Do u see anyone else," and he looks around then I look around my face starts to heat up
"Noooo," I laugh a little, his voice kills me
"You came earlier then me," he smiles, I'm literally dying.
"Did I really I thought I would be late!"
"Ok do you come backstage? I think you would get bored just sitting there," he says
"Wait, are you kidding me YEEESS, why would you ask an Asanator that?"
"We'll sorry I thought it would be awkward," then I give him a "are you kidding me" look and he smile/laughs. He takes my arm and shows me around. "That feeling" is now stabbing in the heart. It's so painful but it so good. He is amazing. We spent half an hour talking.
"Ok well go out and sit so the others don't get angry"
" Ok I'll go thanks for hang out with me," I didn't want to leave his side.
"You hungery," he asks
"No not really," I lie, then my stomach growls
"Ha lier, ok yell after my meet and greet let's go out for lunch just don't tell anybody ok."
"Yes captain," I put my hand on my forehead and walk out. I sit on the first row. There is just a huge smile on my face. I start thing about our conversation. "That Feeling" is back but it's good it makes me happy before it would make me wanna cry.
I waited till the last person. Why did it make me so jealous seeing him hug other girls. It's not like we are dating. I wish we were. Then he looks at me and mouths "go backstage". I nod and casually walk up the stage and behind the curtain. Then someone calls my name.
"ALEXAAAA"
"Hi, wait are you Asa's bother," I ask even though u know.
"Yes, hi I'm Morgan, Asa told me all about you,"he said, I new his name but I'm not gonna tell him that.
"He really, it's an Asanators dream, right"
"Right, he really likes you, you know"
I giggle out ok awkwardness,"Does he, well know that I know him now I think," he cuts me off.
"Your a good girl right, don't do anything to mess up his reputation, I'm saying this because I trust you and I like you," I could see he was serious.
"I won't I'm not that kind of person anyway I don't thing he'll ever date me anyways." Then Morgan gives me a look like Asa was coming, because he was. He was always smiling, it just makes me smile.
" Ok Let's go I rented a car so let's go," then he grabs my hand, it made my heart stop.
"Ok," I was blushing I could feel the blood rushing to my cheeks. He bring me into his car. It smells like him, sweet, toff, and manly. While he was driving I would just stair at his face and while he was talk his lips. This was the dream.
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At Last ❤️ an Asa Butterfield FanFic
FanfictionI slowly lay beside him. I could feel his warmth I come in closer. He puts his arm around me. Then i get comfortable and put my arm on top of his stomach. We just lay there then I put my head on his chest I could her his heart beat, it comforted me...
