Chapter 5: No....Please

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((Warnings: Cursing...And emotional stuff...At least to me))

((AN: Before this starts, I just wanted to say. I took me fucking forever to finish this one episode XD enjoy))

"Great running up a hill. It's just like basic training" I thought smiling lightly "Oh those were the days when my back wasn't out and didn't hurt like a mother in labor" I almost laughed at that "If only if only" I sighed "I wonder what's going on back at camp" I stopped running and groaned "Fuck...I have to talk to Dylan" Strapping my gun to my back and caught up with the guys "Fucking Merle" I hissed when I stopped. "I have a bad feeling" I looked around "SHIT!" I yelled and began sprinting up the hill "Jeez calm down girl" Dayrl exclaimed. They tried to keep up with me but I was just to damn fast "What's got you all riled up?" He asked when I stopped panting "The camp" I answered and continued sprinting up the hill "What the hell does that mean?!"

*Dylan's P.O.V*

"Thank god, you two saved us all from starvation" I laughed out shoving the fish in my face. Amy giggled "That's our job" I chuckled rolling my eyes. After a few moments of silence, Morales spoke up "I gotta ask you man. It's been driving me crazy" He directed at Dale "What?" "Your watch" Dale looked at his watch confused "What's wrong with my watch?" "I see you everyday, same time. Winding that thing, like a village priest saying mass" I chuckled "I've wondered that myself" Jacqui ((I don't know if I spelled that right...Correct me if I'm wrong)) spoke up "I'm missing the point" Dale stated absolutely confused "Unless I've miss read the signs, the world seems to have come to an end" She said making a few of us chuckle "At least hit a speed bump for a while" She finished, eating some of her fish. "But then there's you everyday winding that watch" Morales commented "Time-- It's important to keep track of, right? The days at least...Don't you think Andrea? Back me up here" She laughed lightly. I'm guessing agreeing with everyone else "Well I think it's important to keep track of time... In case your girlfriend just suddenly brings up "Hey it's our anniversary, I made you a cake and got you a knife" and then your just over here like "I thought this was the apocolypse. What the heeecckkkkk. " I stopped myself from saying hell cause there were little kids and Lori would be on my ass as soon as I said it...Figuratively... The guys chuckled but the girls not so much "You think your sister would do that?" Amy asked smiling slightly. I shrugged "I don't know, one minute she's fawning over Daryl and then the next she acts like he's the worst person ever." I answered covering my mouth. And everyone ooed "Wait hold on. Let me get this straight. Your sister, the 'hardened military badass' has a school girl crush on Daryl Dixon?" Andrea asked agape "You didn't hear it from me. She'll be on my ass faster than he can skin a deer" Lori side glanced me kinda glaring "I mean my tuchus" I corrected making Lori roll her eyes "Why Daryl?! Of all people?!" She asked again making me laugh "Well, why not? I mean it is the apocolypse after all. And according to her she'd like to and these are her words not mine "Slap him for being so stupid, then kiss him for being fucking adorable" That made everyone laugh "Daryl adorable?" "Like I said her words not mine" I stated putting my arms up in defense. Amy smiled and got up "Where you going?" Andrea asked "I have to pee. Jeez you try to be discreet around here" She answered making us laugh. a few moments later she comes out "We're out of toilet paper?" I smiled and got up "I'll help you look" I stated walking over "Don't try nothin" Andrea muttered as I walked over there "Oh shut up" I chuckled and walked over. But as I was walking there was a fucking walker "Amy watch out!" I ran over and took her hand off the door and the walker bit me "SHIT!" I screamed pushing Amy into the RV "Stay there" I said as I grabbed my knife and stabbed the walker in the head. "Walkers!" I shouted as I stabbed another in the head. Everyone got up and began shooting walkers or began taking the kids away. I protcted Amy until Jack and the other came to help.

((Hold up you DON'T know how upset I was writting this chapter I started crying))

*Jack's P.O.V*

"FUCK!" I yelled when we finally got there, Shane and Dale was shooting walkers, Jim was beating them someone was chopping their heads off as the others scrambled to get kids away or themselves. That's when I looked around for  Dylan as I shot walkers then I saw him at the RV protecting Amy. I smiled knowing he was safe when I saw the bloody bite on his arm "NO" I screamed and began shooting the walkers that were around him and me. I began running of ammo when the shooting and everything stopped. I stubbled over to Dylan who was lying on the ground panting. I knelt next to him and carressed his face trying not to ball my eyes out "Dylan...Please no"  He smiled and touched my cheek "I'll be up with mom and dad"  "NO, you'll be fine just... I can fix this I-" "You can't Jack you can't fix everything. You can't save everyone. You can't save me" I bit my lip and shook my head "No I-" "Jack...Please " I looked down at his arm and noticed two bites. He was dying and fast "I...Please don't leave me" I stumbled over my words with tears falling from my face with out my consent. He wipped them away, wipping his blood on my face "What were their last words?" He asked, I shook my head "I-I" "Please, I want to know" I bit my lip "Mom told me to carry on even if the world was on me" He smiled "That's sounds like her" I chuckled lightly before bitting my lip holding back tears "Dad's last words were, fight like you need to but pray like you mean it" Dylan laughed but was cut off by his coughing "Mark's were" I stopped and swallowed a lump in my throat "Mark's were, you need to fucking chill with you trigger finger" Dylan laughed again but louder "Our older brother, eh?" I nodded "Aren's...Were...I knew I would end with you aiming at me" "And Nick's?" "Why? You hated him?" "He was your fiance, and if he said anything naughty I need to kick his ass. Even in d-" He stopped when he closed his eyes "Dylan?" I bit my lip and slapped him "Dylan!" I cried resting my head on his chest. Hearing his heart going slower and slower "He...He said. I love you and I regret ever doing that to you" He coughed and began breathing heavily. He cupped my face and smiled "I love you more than anything and I'm sorry I said-" I cupped his face and smiled "I forgive you, please just-" His hands fell and his eyes closed "Don't leave..." I finished, bitting my lip "Dylan...You were right, I can't save anyone" I placed my head on his chest. Nothing. "No...No...NO!" I yelled to sky. I was trying not to cry but stray tears fell down. I opened my eyes and looked around. They watched in remorse-- Scratch that. Pity, they watched in pity, I stood up and gestered toward them "THE FUCK YA'LL LOOKING AT?! HE'S DEAD WHOOPY FUCKING DOO" I screamed at them trying to hold on to myself.  I fell down and turned back to Dylan. I cried lightly and took out my pistol and pointed it at his head. I couldn't pull the trigger, I looked away then back. I stood up again and bit my lip putting the gun to my own head. And I whispered "I'm sorry" I was about to pull the trigger when Daryl grabbed it out of my hand "We lost enough fucking people today. We don't need to lose more." He hissed walking away with my gun. I sighed and sat against the RV

What a fucking mess

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