[Eng] No Colours - No Voice || MikaYuu / YuuMika AU

Take 40

🎬 》 Mika's pov. 《 🎬

We have been just silently staring into each other's eyes in front of the stairs that lead up to the shrine. 

Yuu's eyes are a really pretty green which reminds me of the forest from our short film. 
But it's more prettier than that, way more.
If I had to choose something more fitting it would be emeralds, yet no matter what his eyes will still be the most beautiful.

Before both of us realize it, we have gotten closer, so close that we can feel each other's warm breath on our face which are gradually getting redder and redder.

One centimetre, maybe less even, are our lips apart. Albeit Yuu-chan's lips are chapped and dry they look so pink and soft.

What do his lips taste like, I can't help wondering. Needing to have a taste of him, I leave no space between our lips.

As I close my eyes, I can clearly feel his lips. Yes, they're chapped and dry but also soft and hot. It surprises me, how perfect they feel on mine yet they are so different. My lips are still wet from the water I have drunk after setting the emerald eyed down. 

The sweet kiss only lasts for a moment, which has felt like a long time to me but I know that can't be.

After we have parted, we open our eyes again and just stare at each other just like we did earlier.

But this time Yuu-chan's face is an impossible dark red while mine feels like the sun is burning on it.
At that moment, it's like we've both in sync, our lips have touched and separated at the same time even, as silly as it sounds.

Eventually we avert our gaze from each other and look somewhere else.

And then it finally hit me.

I kissed Yuu-chan ... I kissed a boy ...

👬😘👬

All of a sudden a teacher appears and takes us to the shrine.

He scolds us for not coming back but I barely listen to him.

All I can think about is what happened earlier.

My father had always told me that God hated people who were homosexuals or were bisexual but had sex or were in a relationship with the same gender.

Will God punish me once I'm dead? Will he sent me to hell?

It had only been a mere kiss, it should had been. The thing that didn't make it so harmless was that I have feelings for Yuu-chan.

As we walk through the shrine a worker from there tells us some interesting facts about it.
Yet I pay no attention as I'm trapped in my thoughts .

The black haired boy is walking behind me, not too close but also not too far away.

He as well is lost in his own world, I can see it in his face whenever I turn around.

His green eyes are kinda dull, but not lifeless, they're just not sparkling like they usually are.

Occasionally, his teeth graze his soft pink lips as he wears a thoughtful expression.