A man who lost his wife 14years ago in the darkest of night! Collects all the broken frames scattered in that arena...Joined them bit by bit and realizes how wrong he was.
He drove to places where he had spent time with his wife!
And finally commit...
So the story began... When! Lucy a 21 year old girl found a diary near a seashore wrapped with a note "When u can't save, you can't kill" She took the diary home, and at night she opened it... "Lucy what are you doing in your room?" Her mother said. Lucy:- "Nothing mom, going to bed"
A soft breeze knock the door, and the diary allowed the breeze to come in, and the pages started dancing just to embrace the breeze. Lucy read the last chapter! Or you may say the last poem!(she was too curious to bang her head on the coffin instead of planting Lilly on it)
"As I plant Lilly on our Grave" killed her from inside... And from here the journey starts
It begins, 26th July,1992
"Hey bruise(diary's name) David here! Another day, another scar! No one knows where is my daddy! Today in school again I was sexually bullied, with a lever they tried to tear off my nipples! But it's just another scar! The major ache is seeing mommy crying day and night in dad's memory! Stacey(David's younger sister), busy in her games! And you know bruise for every small reason mom blames me! The atmosphere seems like the suffering is suffering because of me! Three years ago when dad used to stay with us, he used to beat me up a lot, but still I love him! And he is my soldier! Everyone in Bradford (David's town) thinks I'm too matured... But you know I'm just a small boy wearing a disguise, who is
MERELY BROKEN
I stand here, right in front of your eyes! You say, I'm not the one! Was your up bringing so weak?
With a grin I killed my boyhood to hug the adulthood! I never made paper planes, I never jumped off, from high branches! I never made a house with your scarf, I never spilled your ink, I never painted a heart in purple!
With every step I learnt to clean this atmosphere, With every fall down, I taught myself it's all fallacy.
I made myself, with these pieces of your bangle scattering around! Inside thisboy, a merely broken man is lying. Lost in desperationandbuilding hope with these failures! I wasn't like them, so smart! Too clever! Too strong! Since the beginning of time, I made my own hospice! You say I lie, yousayIbite, you say I betray but, How can I win with these broken bones and hanging archaic? He said believe in yourself, they will believe in you but, How can I? When you don't seek trust in me! I can't speak, so I can't embrace, you always say I'm wrong!
I may not be like them, yes I am lost, yes I bleed inside, but I'm on my own! Just for the sake of blaming, I don't point my finger on them!
You don't know how it feels when your are injected noxious, You are made to feel like victim, You are pushed in to this game, Where your can't rationalize, 'Cause it's too early and details are too blurry! Lessons are taught, that you're weak inside, You'll fade 'cause this sluttish time sways everything with it.
What's wrong if my plant grows slow? What's wrong if there's no fruits, no flowers on it? Roots are deep! It's not a needle in the hay. You say, I'll be stamped by every feet. I say, yet I'll survive because deep inside there's a innocuous smile.
It's funny I ride my own carousel, blackbirds following, digging my own grave. Yes! I am irresponsible but I'm not castrate. Yes! I am a dirty pig but I'm not emasculated. Don't castigate me for not setting a good example! She believes I am an opalescent sky. I wasn't a Bloom like them, but for sure I'll amalgamate this arena! I found sky to rest my soul, you say I'm cheating myself. I'm sapling my future with tears of passion!
I can't, 'cause I'm not, you know, they'll hit! You want me to be like them, I can't break a bird's neck to owe a wing! They are the first ray of sun reaching in the arms of marigold! What's wrong? If I'm the last one to reach, Though I shine!!! Knackered with your words, if you can't help, please don't blame! I feel disconnected, this place is just a house not a home. I wish I'd been a better kid! I just wish, Your city wouldn't have burned, at least the street lights would have kept your grace. I don't fit in this picture, I'll hide my face! No longer... I'm lacking the strength to carry on! Loathe, cause I won't change, you all will burn like fire!
I'm just a broken promise, your demons are smoldering! Let me be the way I am. I'll pay the debut before I leave! I need to give them space to pretentious! This house has been valued for probate. A pragmatic stain, there goes my breath in vain .
I'm sorry I can never be the one whom you wish for. I'm an agnostic. They played me for fool, tormented by this guilt, you too imprecate . Stop weeping for sights unseen, living in constant fear... I'm grown through violence hate and agony.
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