𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐲 | 𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐝𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐧

seven

Listen to 'Letdown' by 'CaRter'

19:11

Home.

Again.

In the silence of the house. Although the thoughts are almost shouting inside my mind.

I take my shoes off grab another water and head to bed.

I ate at the café before coming home.

I walk up the creaky stairs echoing in his room.

It's haunting almost whilst I walk past.

I haven't been in there since everything.

My dad cleared some of his stuff but I didn't let him get rid of everything.

I couldn't bare it.

I go to my room playing my music quietly as I crawl into bed.

Today was so overwhelming.

It just shows that I can't be happy for more than 5 minutes.

I don't want to get myself into anything I can't handle.

I know for a fact I'm going to get hurt at the end of it.

I'll be hurt and let down.

Guaranteed.

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8:14

Going into school I don't want to speak to anyone.

I'm not in the mood.

I have History first which isn't my favourite but it's not like I can be in a worse mood.

I begin walking, not wanting to go and see Ellie this morning.

Just as I reach my History class, a large figure stops me.

Ethan.

Ethan's POV

I need to speak to her today.

I need to know she's okay.

I see her before going into my class.

I rush over without hesitation, standing in her way.

I hold one of her arms gently rubbing my thumb back and forth because she seemed to want to flinch at my touch.

"Charlotte are you okay?" I say concerned.

"Yeah I'm fine" she's say looking down.

There wasn't the same bright colour in her eyes.

They were dark.