why do I keep doing this to myself?
I should've learned my lesson on a lot of things by now but I keep on making the same mistakes without realizing it until it's too late.
Why can't my feelings me straight forward and one hundred percent certain? Why do they have to be confusing and complicated?
Why can't I be normal and not anxious all the time and stressed out? Why can't I say what I want to say without fearing the consequences?
whywhywhywhywhy
