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Self Harm

(Warning: if you are sensitive to self harm, I suggest you don't read parts with it in them :))

Sam's p.o.v

+*-After Tender Greens-*+

Did i mention we were on summer break? No? Well, we are. School starts next week. Not so excited, though. I used to love school. Until...i got bullied. Well, I hope it's different since we're going into junior year. Maybe, maybe not. I've been worried about colby. He's been locking himself in his room ever since the last time we talked, which was earlier today. Something is wrong, and he isn't telling me. Sure he smiles and laughs at jake and I's jokes, but, I can tell some thing is wrong. The fact that after he ate he locked himself in his room as if he was disappointed in himself. Yeah, he had depression, but he hasn't done this since sophomore year. And I've known colby since like, forever. (More like freshmen year lmao) and, I know colby, he isn't usually like this. So, I knock on his bedroom door to see what's wrong.

I knock and hear shuffling from the inside. Soon I see a puffy eyes colby answer the door. "Y-Yes?" He asks. "Are you alright? You haven't talked to me since tender greens, which was quite a while ago." I respond. He sits there trying to come up with an excuse. "O-oh uh, yeah I'm fine, I've just been uh..." he looks around his room. "I've been cleaning! Yeah cleaning.." he gives a fake smile. I nod hesitantly and walk back to my room.

Colby's p.o.v

(⚠️WARNING, SELF HARM⚠️)

I close my bedroom door and go into my bathroom. I stick my fingers in the back of my throat making me gag. I soon throw up the food I ate earlier today. I sigh and flush the toilet and go and lay on my bed. I start crying silently. You all are probably wondering... "Colby you are going to get a eating disorder!!" I know. It's not like anyone cares anyways. I go into my Instagram and stalk Sam's page. I like all his photos, including ones with other people. Well, I guess one person would care..Sam, or brennen. But, I would want Sam to care more. We've been best friends since freshmen year. And it's crazy to think we are starting junior year next week.

I silently go downstairs carefully not wanting to bother anyone. I sit on the couch thinking on how i can pass this dreadfully boring time. I soon remember I need to go get some new plates and silverwear. I go over to the counter where I lazily left my keys. I grab my keys, and start heading for the door. I stop when I see Sam come downstairs. He freezes in place and turns of his phone. "Where are you going?" He asks clearly oblivious. "Oh, I'm going to get some new plates and silverware for the house." I say. "Oh- can I tag along?" He sighs. "Yeah sure" I say. He smiles and follows behind me. I smile to myself.

"So, are you excited to go back to school next week?" I hear Sam ask as we enter my car. I sigh. "Yeah I guess"i chuckle softly and start the engine. He gives a soft laugh too and looks ahead.

We arrive at the store and get quite a few stares from people. Or, that might just be my anxiety kicking in. But, Sam seems to notice too because he got a little bit closer to me. It made me feel better, I don't know why. A lot of these kids or teenagers seem familiar. Maybe from our high school. I brush it off as we are grabbing some plates and silverware. We exit the store.

-*+Back at the Trap House 😂+*-

Sam and i walk in casually until we see that Elton and Corey had fallen asleep on the couch. We try not to laugh as we see Corey cuddling eltons forearm. Sams face had turn red from laughing so hard. It's adorable. Wait. Did I just call Sam 'adorable'? But, i-im straight...right? I sigh. I'm gay aren't I? No wonder we were called fags in freshmen year.. But, being gay isn't a bad thing.

Sam's p.o.v

I see colby had frozen in place probably thinking. "Colby?" I say softly. He turns my way. No expression. Just lust in his eyes. Wait, what? Before I could say anything I feel a soft pair of lips on my own. I open my eyes slightly. Colby. I of course kiss back. After a few seconds he pulls back. "Colby?"I say again. "I- i-im so sorry" he runs off before I can ask him why he's sorry. I chase after him. He goes to shut his door but I stop it with my foot. He sighs. I slam my lips back onto his. He kisses back. I blush slightly.  I pull back. I see his cheeks are a bright red. We laugh nervously. Well, school is going to be awkward.  I feel colby pull me into a hug preventing me from leaving his side. I chuckle at his actions. He then pulls me into bed with him. (Not like that you muggles😂😂) I smile as he spoons me. I soon relaxe in his arms and i soon fall asleep.

•~+Sunday+~•
Colby's p.o.v
I open my eyes but quickly close them when the bright sun hits my eyes. I look down and see Sam peacefully resting in my arms. I smile and play with his hair until he wakes up.  Soon after i see Sam's beautiful blue eyes looking at me. He has a smile on his face, while his hair is messed up. I chuckle lightly and he smiles even more. I smile once I realized he stayed all night with me. I'm sure some of the roommates are suspicious, but they might not be surprised.

A/N
hey guys! Sorry I haven't updated for a while! I've been watching a bunch of the harry potter movies along with other things 😂