Missing You (BTS x Reader)

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Y/N POV ~~FLASH BACK (WHILE UNDER SLEEPING SERUM)

"Where were you last night?" Shawn crossed his arms over his chest, trying to show his dominance.

"At Trina's! I already told you this!" I move around the living towards the frount door. 

"Your not going anywhere until you tell the truth." Shawn blocks my path.

"I'm not kidding, Shawn! I was at Trina's! Both of our phones died during the night and she doesn't have a house phone! You know this already!" I try for a different path. Shawn walks over some where behind me. I couldn't care less! I'm getting out of here. 

*CRASH* A glass bottle shattered right next to my head as it the wall. It was merely a few inches apart from my face as I was about to open the door. 

"I said you're not going anywhere." I turn around to see Shawn picking up another bottle. "Until you tell the truth."

I gulp loudly. I replied with a shaky voice. "You know Thomas is gay, right?! I wouldn't cheat on you in the first place. Now, let me leave!" 

"You lying bitch!" Shawn was over to me in a flash. His hand wrapped around my throat, his intent to kill. "I guess the only way you will learn is from a punishment!" He yanks me away from the door by my throat and practically tosses me on the floor. 

I rub my neck as I cough as I lay on the floor helpless. What the fuck is happening?

Shawn swaggers over to me, emotionless eyes burning into my skull. "Feel free to beg." He lowers his face closer to mine. "But, I won't stop." He straightens up before kicking me hard in the gut. He continues to beat me with his hands. His feet. Anything. 

Bruises and cuts stained my body in a matter of mintues, but he didn't stop until an other hour.

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Months past. I'm still with Shawn but he doesn't beat me all the time. Probably once or twice a month. Other than that, its just constant yelling and the breaking of glass assortments.

Its just another usual screaming day as I try to fold laundry. Shawn was shouting about something at breakfast. Something that I didn't cook the scrambled eggs right.

"Are you even listening to me?!" Shawn had his hands on his hips, glaring at me.

"I'll cook the eggs better next time." I say softly, trying not to provoke him. 

"You mocking me?" Shawn walks slowly over to me, preparing to beat me.

"No." I keep eye contact. 

"Liar!" He slaps me with the back of his hand. 

My cheek stung and this was the last time he gonna hurt me. I whip my head back defiantly and shoved him hard, making him fall on to the coffee table. I dash towards the door and manage to open it before Shawn came chasing after me. I sprint out the door and made my way outside. I quickly rush down the street shouting for help. I turn the corner and ran into someone. 

"PLEASE! PLEASE YOU GOTTA HELP ME!" I look up to see an old classmate of mine. "Namjoon?"

"(Y/N)?" Namjoon examined me. "What happened?" 

"(Y/N)!!" Shawn caught up to me. I instantly start to cry. "GET OVER HERE NOW!"

"WOAH! WOAH! WOAH! NO!" Namjoon pushes me behind him. "Who the hell are you?"

"Why would a stupid fuck like you want to know?" Shawn spat. "Let's go. Now." He directed his attention back to me.

I shook my head. "No!" 

"That's it!" Shawn whispers lowly and advances towards me. I instantly give a short cry and drop down into a small ball.

Namjoon stops Shawn with hard shove. "Stay away from her!" 

"Make me!" Shawn spits at Namjoon. Saliva landed on Namjoon's cheek with a sicking sound. 

Namjoon soft puppy eyes turn into a fiery dragon's. He punches Shawn square in the jaw. The two continues to hash it out between each other before authorities stopped them from doing any more harm.

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"So, this is your place?" Namjoon looks around the apartment that Shawn and I use to share before he got locked up.

"Yeah. But I plan on moving." I get out some glasses out and poured us some orange juice.

"Oh, where to?" Namjoon takes a sip. 

"Any where. I like to move near that one race track-"

"The Red Flag Race Track?"

"Yeah."

"Why?"

"Well," I shrug. "I like cars. I also heard they're hiring soon. So, why not?"

"Nice. I'm planning to move as well." Namjoon sits down at the table.

"You live around here?" I ask, shocked. I could have broken free a lot sooner than, huh?

"No. I'm just visiting for a few weeks. My sister got married." Maybe not then.

"Oh, well congrats to her." I sit down next to him. "What do you work as?" 

"Right now? Well, its just a side job, but I work as a bouncer." Namjoon takes a few long drinks of his juice.

"Neat." I nod.

"Oh! I wanna show you some pictures!" Namjoon sets his glass at the edge of the table. He pulls out his phone and in the process, hits his glass, causing it to fall off the table. The glass shatters and juice spilled all over the floor. I flinch with a short scream. I know Shawn is in prison, but the constant fear still lurks deep inside.

"Holy crow! I'm soooo sorry, (Y/N)!" Namjoon hugs me tightly, making me relax right away.

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For the several weeks Namjoon stayed in town, he stayed with me. I had constant night terrors, so he would sleep next to me which helped me sleep a bit better.

He helped me move my stuff to my new place that was near Red Flag Racetrack. 

It was a fresh new start. To bad I wouldn't see him ever again since he's moving some where far away.

END OF FLASHBACK

(Y/N) POV~~PRESENT

I wake up gasping for air. The last thing I remembered was screaming that Shawn was going to kill me and then something with Namjoon and Yoongi.

I was back in my cell where I met Conner and Alejandra. 

"Oi! She's awake!" Conner goes over to the bars, alerting the other prisoner.

"How long was I out?" I rub my head as I sit up.

Alejandra finish braiding her hair. "For a few days."

"What? Why?"

"I don't know." Conner shook his head. "I didn't get a wink of sleep since they put that bloody stuff in me."

"Really? I'm about the same since." Alejandra shrugs. 

"Weird." I stand up to walk over to the bars, but black spots instantly blurred my vision.

"You okay?" Conner's voice was thick with concern. 

"No. I think I need food or something! I think I'm going to faint." My voice sounded distant and off. 

"HEY! YOU BLOODY BASTARDS!! JANE NEEDS FOOD!!" Conner shouted to get whoever's attention. 

The door creaks open followed by slow heavy foot steps. "She's awake? Finally." It was Leonardo. "We don't want you to die, now do we?"

I clamp my jaw and just glared at the idiot. 

"I'll be back. Don't worry." Leonardo winks at me before leaving.

Anger and fear pumped through my veins. How am I going to escape?