Britney's Back

Coming Home [Sad]

When I burst into the bathroom the smell of blood is even stronger. I look around and find Logan sitting in the corner next to the bath tub. The bath tub  is full of blood and water. I see Logan dip something that looks like a blade into the water. Every time she dips the blade looking thing in the tub more blood fills up the tub. 

I watch as she glides the blade across her upper arm. Then, I realize that she is cutting herself. I run up to her with wolf speed and immediately take the blade away from her. I say

"What is your problem? Are you trying to get yourself killed? What about your mate? Do you even care? ".

I take out my phone and find a song that will explain the consequences of cutting. I think this song is really sad. Hopefully, this will hit home and give her some sense. Nobody knows this except for my family, but my cousin was 15 when she started to cut. Werewolf or not she hit a vein and bled out before anyone could help her. I say

" Listen to this song now!!!"

She's only seventeen, her whole life ahead of her

She hates school because the people are discredit her

Her boyfriend tries to show her that's not how it seems

But everyday she just gets lowered with her self esteem

He lets her know that every night will ahve a brighter day

She even tried to overdose and take her life away

She's feeling hopeless there, just sitting down beside her bed

And then he takes his hand and places it besides her head

He tries to hold her but with every touch she still resists

And then he sees the scars bury deep within her wrists

She's feeling numb, he tries to beg and plead and ask her why

She says this way she has control the pain she feels inside

He asking her "How long it's going since you felt this way

because you got me here feeling so damn helpless"

She says " It's been a while, I guess I needed better luck"

And then he screams at her and tells her: "Baby never cut"

Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own

But listen pretty lady, you don't have to be alone

So baby don't cut, baby don't cut 

You can do anything just promise baby you won't cut

I know your heart is hurting, you think the road is end

You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend

But baby don't cut , baby don't cut

You can do anything just promise baby you won't cut

The next day at school she's feeling better than the day before

Even crack a couple smiles as she walked to the corridor

But it all seemed to end, she dropped her books when she walked into class

And every student in the room just seemed to point and laugh

She couldn't take it anymore, she sent her boy a text

She said "I love you with my body, heart, and soul to death"

He thought nothing , typed "I love you" then he sent it

By death he didn't know she had literally just meant it

She ducked her next class, ran home into her bathroom

Thought to herself she wouldn't break a promise that soon

One cut, two cuts, three cuts, four.....

The blood just started dripping from the tub to the floor

Her boyfriend had a feeling in his stomache that he hated

He followed it, ran down to her house, he never waited

The front door was open, he heard the water running

He stormed into the bathroom and his heart just started gunning

Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own

But listen pretty lady, you don't have to be alone

So baby don't cut, baby don't cut 

You can do anything just promise baby you won't cut

I know your heart is hurting, you think the road is end

You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend

But baby don't cut , baby don't cut

You can do anything just promise baby you won't cut

He put her arm around his shoulder, he's just trying to lean her back up

Yelling out her name as he lays her beside the bathtub

He feels his whole world just took a hit from an avalanche

He's screaming out so heavily " Somebody call an ambulance"

Feeling mad, angry like somebody let her on to this 

Her eyeballs are rolling, drifting out of consciousness

Thinking to himself "Why the hell didn't she just stop at will"

The tears just keep on rolling as they head her to the hospital

Paramedics rush her in, doctor calls emergency

She lossed a lot of blood, the place looks like a murder scene

An hour later, the doc walks over with a sour face

And says " Excuse me for the words that I'm about to say"

"I'm sorry for your loss". The boy just starts collasping

His own world, his own girl, just took a crashing

Saying to himself that it's his fault and that he led it up

"Baby, I thought you made a promise you would never cut"

Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own

But listen pretty lady, you don't have to be alone

So baby don't cut, baby don't cut 

You can do anything just promise baby you won't cut

I know your heart is hurting, you think the road is end

You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend

But baby don't cut , baby don't cut

You can do anything just promise baby you won't cut

(Baby Don't Cut by B Mike)

I say " Now that you heard the song is that how you want to end up and making your mate feel?"

She shakes her head 'NO'. I say

" Now tell me why you cut".

Then she starts her story.