Siyah beyaz Aşk ( fanfiction)

Unfair

Life is unfair
          Mostly all the time
It is unfair to be running all the time
               Just to save our lives
But then we make deals
       Sometimes we make deals with the devil himself
To save the people we care for
         The people we love
    And to save ourselves
                                            ###
Kennan was the devil
       She knew it
But she can't get a deal with him
    What deal can a believer girl make with the devil ?
She has nothing to give him
     But the devil always have another opinion
            
                                            ###

" Still
          Won't you beg for the cure ?!
Are you really asking to be with your mafia man
       Instead of being cured
              Instead of being free
You are asking to be with him ?
          The man who was going to kill you
Actually
     He can kill you anytime
  That what he does
        You can't change it " Kennan felt like he was disturbed
         Psychologically of course

He was talking like he thought himself
     The joker in one of the Batman movies
But the thing is
     She is not Harely Queen

He was there so close to her face  
    That he was sharing the same air she was breathing
      She turned her face away
She was uncomfortable with him that close of her

He observed her for a while
    Like he was a hunter who was waiting for his prey
        Like he was thirsty
   Not for the body
         As much as he was for the soul

She remained silent all the time
    So
He took couple of steps back
   Scuffling the chair
       And making this endless noise with it
He sat down
      Like he was sitting on a horse

He got himself a cigarette
     And she coughed

" Oh
       I am sorry
I didn't know you can't handle smoking
      But you know it is a need
I can't stop doing that even with a beautiful woman in front of me
          Life is unfair
What can we do ?! " he said sarcastically

Then he continued
    This time with a devilish look in his eyes

" Actually
        Maybe there is something that we can do
We can make a deal !
     What do you think ?
You know what !
    I won't wait for you to think
           That will take time
I will say my offer
       And I am sure you will like it "

He said taking another breath of his cigarette
     While he got his fingers through his hair

                                     ###
Yara P.O.V

I am afraid
       That is something I cannot deny
I feel my knees shaking
    For a lot of reasons
That dull light 
         The random drops of water
That its voice is driving me crazy
      The smoke of his cigarette
His up-normal attitude
    And his hot breath that burned my skin
I feel his desire
     The desire of being accepted
I can see what the world forced him to be
    He is not doing that because he want to
If he was a cutthroat
       I might have been tided up to the ceiling
Bleeding from every spot in my body
    And he would use my blood to make a paint
He is capable of that
    But he didn't do that
He is only doing this
    Because he doesn't know how to do something else
But still..
      I am afraid of him
He is poisoning me to keep me in his need
    I am sure he has other ways to kill
That he is even better at using them
I only can watch him
    Walking
         Thinking about the next line in this story
The story he wants to be the hero in it
    Even by force
Another breath of his cigarette
    I really cannot see it breath properly
Because of the smoke
     All I can do
Is to wait for the deal
    If I didn't get to Ferhat as soon as possible
I don't know what will happen to him
    At this point
I am too tired to care about what would happen to me...
                                  ###

He took off his clothes
         Throwing away them and his cigarette at the same time
      Now she can see his body
Her eyes widened
   And she had
   A Rapid breathing rhythm

He looked at her
     With this small evil
Dirty
   Smile on his face

" No , doctor
        It am not going to do what do you think I am going to do
      Even it would be a pleasure for me
What when it  comes to  women
   It is a great to reach an agreement
Things like that
  Is too bad when it is sone by force " He said, shaking her chin

She turned her face away
    Still breathing rabidly

" Then what the hell what you want ? " she said still looking away

" Medical care !
       Just the same as you offer to Ferhat
You treat me and I let you go and treat him
     That it
       That is the deal " he said taking couple of steps back again

She can see now the bandage on his right side
     " Then let me go to Ferhat first
           I will do whatever you want
But I need to go him first " she said trying to earn time

" Oh
    Now the little kitty knows
How to negotiate
That is good
    You are learning so fast
But you need to remember
   Kitties are kitties
They cannot stand for lions
   And they can't be ones " he said un-tying her
  Grabbing her roughly
      And then he throw her in a room
With more dull light than the room she was in

She struggled to find her way in the dark
    And finally
  She was able to find Ferhat

" I will give you some private time
    As you see I have my principles as well "
It was the last words she was able to hear
  Before that annoying noise of the metal door closing
And her impossible mission started..