Love story ( demi lovato, lesbian stories)

Forty four

Demi's pov

I waited and waited for sav to come home but she didn't I keep thinking she was out cheating, or at parties
I can't handle these thoughts I've tried everything I've layed down and read a boo that's not working I've tried to write but I can't I played guitar but it's not working the worst keeps popping in my head so I decided to go out and have a few drinks

I know I shouldn't be drinking r thinking about drinking after what happened, I've been ti rehab to fix that but ATM it's in need

I grab my keys and head to my car I know a decent but close bar near our house I pull in the car park and get out

I sat on a stool near some tall skinny blonde looking thing

"Vodka please" I yelled to the bartender

2 mins later I received my vodka that burning feeling when you skull your drink is the best feeling in world, that's the start of wiping your memory of the night I'm marrying the live of my life I just hope she isn't cheating on me because I wouldn't be able to control my anger at the persons face ifs that the case

As I was thinking all these nasty and negative thoughts I grabbed a piece of Paper and pen wrote a song about the love of my life when the blonde looking thing interrupted my writing
" hey beautiful, how are you would you like another drink"

" hey I'm fine and yea would love one" I said

30 mins past

I'm laughing alone with blonde girl which I happened to forgot her name after 2nd drink she brought she was pretty close to me but I could t care less sav is probably out there cheating on me already I know she doesn't want to get married

" dem you got a boyfriend" Sandra I think said

" I'm les sorry and have a fiancé" I said back smiling

" aw congrats " she said

She had a look of disappointment spread across her face when I mentioned I had a fiancé, I've had history of hooking in with people but if don't know she is kinda cute NO STOP DEMI YOU ARE ENGAGED

" alright I think I should head off " I said to the blonde

" aw why so early is your misses gunna crack" Blondie said

" yep pretty much" I said

As I stepped of the stool I fell over on my face Blondie helped me up and then kissed me I tried resisting but my alcohol has kicked in and I started kissing back!