Figuring out feelings

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Demi p.o.v

OMG she just wouldn't be quite and she wouldn't let me talk because she just wanted to leave , I know she doesn't like me but why doesn't doesn't like me, I snapped out if my thoughts and without thinking I smashed my lips onto hers

She pulled away and ran out and into her house, a part of me wanted to go after her, but I didn't I drove away I actually like savannah but she doesn't want to give me the time or day, she hates me but why , I'm determined to make savannah see me differently for the better.

I text mar

"Hey mar need to talk, could yu meet at mine"

"Hey of course be there in 10"
End if convo

The kiss kept replaying in my head, her lips were so soft and she was beautiful, maybe she isn't bi or lesbian, but I don't I am, I don't know I haven't had feelings for a girl before but there's something about savannah I like, but she doesn't like me

I was drawn out if my thoughts by knocked on the door it could only be one person is yelled
" The doors opened"

"Hey dem what's up"

"I kissed a girl when I took her home yesterday" Demi spoke

" Ca down demi what's so bad about that" mar spoke

" She hates me I don't know why" I said

" Calm down Demi it was just a kiss right , just go and apologise" mar said

Sav p.o.v

Demi kissed me and I pulled away, I can't believe I just ran away without listening to what she had to say, I called jaz to find out what had happened to her but she didn't pick up I texted her she didn't replied I wonder if she found out about me meeting up with demi and what

I try once more to call her before handing to bee and she answered

"Jaz where did you go"

" No sav I should be asking you that question, oh wait I already I know where you went, just leave me alone" jaz spoke angry

"Wait let me explain, she wanted to talk I told her I don't like her and to stop acting like car, I went to find you and you were gone I sat in the gutter and demi sat near me and told. Me she is taking me home wether I like it or not I told her thanks I went to get out and she pulled me back in and I said what do you want and she kissed me I ran out and ran into the house"

"Omg I can't believe you I hate you leave me alone don't call again"
Jaz said angry before hanging up

Fuck what happen how did one miss destroy my friendship with jaz been friends with her for 6 years now , I finally feel asleep after hard thinking on what happening

I woke up and walked straight to the shower avoiding the mirror I just let the hot water run on me while I thought about things

***flashback***

Leave savannah alone, she may like females but does that change anything, no she is stillthe beautiful girl, she always has been 
chelsea kicked me , yes that does changes everything she is a freak always has scar everywhere i dont even know why your friends with her 

they left and jaz is taking care of me, takes me to my house and tells me to go clean up and shower,so i jump into the shower and was thinking when i saw jaz standing there looking at me 

' um can i help you ' i said with a smirk 
' i-i-um well i was grabing something but wow, just wow your even more stunning' 
i said thanks without breaking contact i splash water on her and walks out i quickly get out and wrap the towel around me and i see jaz 
"what was that all about, nothing haha just get ready.

i drop my towel and start to get ready and i saw jaz staring "take a pic last longer " i said smirking 


                                             ****end of flashback****

i heard a knock on the door and though it was jaz but to my luck it was demi 
         " hi can i come in we need to talk" demi said 
' argh fine make it " i said 

demi's p.o.v

i couldnt just sit around thinking about savannah, i really like her but i need to talk to her so i decide to go to her house since i dont have her number 

so i drove to her house and knocked o the door, she answered it but she wasn't happy when she saw me standing there, i ask if i can come if that i need to talk to her, he wasn't happy but let me in and told me to sit n the couch and she sat o the other side

"i'm sorry savannah, i didn't mean to kiss you, well I did but I wasn't supposed to happen, I'm sorry okay please forgiv
before i could finish she smashed her lips on mine without hesitation i kissed back, we brake the kiss to catch our breathe
"your apology is accepted doesn't mean i like you though okay.

"alright i like you though, your really pretty and you play hard to get which i find very sexy i like that " i said smirking 
"can i have number please so we can hang out "

"sure but if you keep calling every 10 mins ill decline and change my number got it " sav said

"may i ask why you hate me''

''well for the fact your celebrity your just doing this for publicity, you've slept around with people'' sav said harshly

''that was my past, im different now and yeah i maybe a celebrity but i like you no this isnt just for publicity because i love you'' i said

yeah whatever then, so do you want to hangout now'' i said

um yea alright  ive got nothing better to do'' sav said

lets watch a horror movie i said getting up quickly getting the conjuring i picked that movie hoping she would get scared and jump into my arms for protection 

where half way through the movie but nothing has happened yet it isn't even scary 

sav put her head in my lap and laid down while i was playing with her hair, but i  couldn't stop noticing half her top came up she has amazing curves so i run my hands up and down her curves she sat straight up 

"I'm sorry, I couldn't help myself i love your curves' i said

''it wasn't you demi its me no one has ever touched me like that before''

''well ill touch you like that every day if were together'' i said smirking

''mmh i love the sound of that'' giving demi a smile 

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