Love story ( demi lovato, lesbian stories)

demi leaves for tour

demi p.o.v

"what time do you leave babe" sav asked 

"3pm im Vancouver first" isaid 

"aw babe we dont have much time " she said getting teary 

" its okay you will be with me in 3 months baby i love you lets go shopping" i said

" alright" she replied

we grab our bags and head to the car with paps everywhere screaming things out at us we ingored them and pushed our way through the crowd and to the car 

i'm driving up to starbucks when i saw Wilmer kissing another girl, my heart shattered,i know this feeling is wrong but i loved Wilmer, he just uped and left and never spoke tome again, to see him kissing another girl, i was snapped out of my thoughts 

" babe babe why are crying" sav spoke worried 
at this point i didnt even realise i was crying, im crying over Wilmer, savannah doesnt deserve me at all

"im just going miss you, your hugs and kisses" i lied i couldnt tell her im crying because i saw my ex kissing another girl

"babe its okay im going to miss you too, but you have to be strong and ill see you in 3 months" sav said

"i love you sav i dont want to ever lose you" i said with tears, wiped them away and ran inside to grab our coffee

sav p.o.v

i cant believe she leaves at 3pm today, im going to miss her so much, i havent told her about jaz coming around this morning to see if i wanted to hang with her , i said i will but theres a guy with her in every twitter photo thats good because she will leave me and demi alone

me and dem where near starbucks when i saw jaz kissing another men, it hurt a little but i saw demi looking at her and she started crying and she said she will just miss but i know theres more than that she will tell me in her own time, so we stopped at starbucks and demi ran in and grabed our coffee 

we arrived at the mall, but there were paps everywhere we decided to go home and cuddle until she had to leave, i really dont want her to go but she has to i guess

we were cuddling on couch and talking about the first time we met and dems start talking bout self harm, i interrupt her

" babe your strong, much more than i ever was okay, you may have self harmed before, but thats past, you helped so many people from killing themselves , my bestfriend almost killed self back in 2009 she heard your songs and then later in the track heard bout you struggles, if it wasnt for demi my best friend wouldnt be here right now thanks you demi" i said with tears coming out

"baby thats means alot im thankful i can help other out and not have them go through what i went through, but baby what did you mean stronger then you were?"  dems spoke

"um-uh-w-what did i actually say that shit" i whispered 

"well in 2010 i was bulimic, and suffered from depression and self harm, yeah i had a fucked up childhood, but you can do anything about that, i've self harmed for nearly 4 years now, ive nearly had luck in committing suicide if it wasnt for jaz who came and stayed by my side when i told her to leave me alone id be dead im here because of my best friend" i said with tears flowing from my eyes i got up and ran to our bedroom and jumped on the bed

" baby can i come in " dems spoke

"sure" i said

"baby its okay, i understand your not alone anymore, i love you babe, but can i ask you something baby" dems spoke softly 

" have you ever self harmed when you were with me" she said

" want the true yes i have no not because of you bay, i love you and all but can we not talk about it at the moment" i said

she didnt speak of that anymore she started packing,so i hoped up and helped i grabed one of her fav jumpers she wears all the time and put it on her pillow and went back to help her its 2pm and she has to leave for airport so i went with her and sat there until her flight was announced i hugged and kissed her before she had to leave the flight attendant called one last time before she was gone 

"i love you dems" i said

"i love you too " i heard in the distance