shawn mendes imagines

why

if you haven't listened to this song you aren't living!1!1!1! but this story is my first one kinda based on this song enjoy!
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your pov:

ugh, i miss him
his soft tender words
his light kisses
his beautiful smile
i miss it all.

this was our worst fight, but we weren't even a "couple" we kinda just kissed from time to time , maybe even get intimate with each other, but we never called ourselves boyfriend and girlfriend, he never asked me if we wanted to be more than a kiss.

I knew he felt what I did, he loved spending time together,he loved kissing blah blah blah, but he always said that he's not ready ('i pretend that immmm notttt readyyy' lol had to quote the song somewhere)

and evertime we see each other, we say hi to each other like we just met. it's so weird why can't we just get over ourselves and be together. i wanted him and he wanted me period point blank. well that's what I thought. sometimes I just wish we never m-
I hear a knocking at the door pulling me out of my thoughts

*opens the door*
"shawn?" i say in confusion
"i thought we were on for tonight and it's 4pm.."
*he grabs you and kisses you*
"y/n i couldn't wait any longer" he says looking into your eyes
you stare right back into his seeing the desperation and want.
*you kiss back not knowing why but suddenly pull away*
"whats wrong?" his face full of confusion
he sets you back down off the wall and you husssle to the couch and put you head in you hands not knowing what to do or say..

"shawn i can't do this anymore" you remembered what you were telling yourself, how you didn't want  to be just sex buddy's , you wanted more, you wanted to taste more in every kiss and spend more time together, stop pretending that you weren't ready

because you are

tell him

tell him

tell him!!!

"shawn I love you." i say not realizing the words falling out of my mouth, and it just keeps going.this is how my life ends huh."..and I don't wanna do this anymore, every friday night after we are done 'hiting it off' everytime you leave I feel a missing piece to my heart's puzzle..." he stares in shock confusion but also in a mutual feeling...love, but doesnt say a word so i continue. "... all i think about is how i can get you to be mine, how we can stop avoiding each other , how everh friday night when you leave to go to a club, how you might be out there kissing anothing girl and that you only think of me as a f*ck buddy, i cant take it shawn, i cant."i stare back into his chocolate brown eyes and he stares back into mine

"i didnt know that was how you felt..." he says almost obliviously. "but i- I feel the same exact way.." he says with a gorgeous smile on his face " i love you so much y/n. you don't know how many times I wake up next to you thinking damn she is so beautiful." he continues "i not only love you I care about you and I want to stop acting like I'm not ready and maybe, maybe we can make this work. but my question is...
will you be my girlfriend?"

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how did y'all like ittt
it was me first one so don't judge I just hope you enjoyed. just hear to let you know that Shawn loves you :)