Torn in two - Lashton

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TRIGGER WARNING, IF YOURE EASILY TRIGGERED PLEASE DO NOT READ ASHTONS POV. OR THIS CHAPTER

Michaels pov.

My good friend Calum and I tried calling Luke over and over and over again,hoping he'd not be spending too much time with Ashton (whom we've never met) and would be willing to at least play xbox with us.

After probably to 18th time calling Calum drive us to his house

"Mikey Calum! What are you guys doing here?"

"Is Luke here....?" Calum asked

Liz shrugged and sighed, looking down

"He didn't tell you, did he?"

I shook my head and Calum raised his eyebrows and titled his head like a puppy

"Luke moved out two days ago... I swear he said he told you"

"Oh... um well haha can you uh give him a call for us? You know, tell him to get his ass back here before he gets eaten alive out there?" I awkwardly scratched the back of my neck and Cal slapped my arm

"Will you please call him and tell him that we were here? we need to speak to him" Calum corrected

"Then beat him up" I added

Liz laughed and nodded, hugging both of us and told us she will do so

Calum drove back to my place when suddenly I looked at my phone to see 2 missed calls from Luke and a voice mail

"Hello?" a deep voice asked into the phone

"Hey Luke..."

"Hi" Luke said, sounding sort of confused.

"Where the fuck are you!" Calum yelled into the phone

Luke laughed and told us everything, Ashton being bullied, his date with Ashton, them being gay together, them getting an apartment, and dropping out of school.

Wow, that was a lot to take in.

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Ashton's pov.

I sat in our bathroom.

Listening to Luke's conversation

He won't notice.

What if he does?

He's too caught up with his friends.

He won't notice.

And I did it, once again.

The urge to rip apart my veins again over powered me and I had to. This was all too much for me.

Slit by slit,

Drop by drop,

Stain by stain.

He won't notice.

I deeply cut, stinging my wrist so bad I dropped the razor.

"Fuck." I said, leaning down to get it.

I heard Luke laugh from the other room.

He'll never know.

I slowly looked down, looking at the new marks on my skin, adding to my story.

"Ash?" a little knock came to the door.

No no no no!

"Getting in the uh... shower!" I called out to Luke.

"Before you get in can we talk?"

I huffed, "Luke I'm already naked."

"Alright, I love youuu" Luke giggled, extending the you.

"Love you more" I whispered and looked back down at the stained razor.

He won't notice.

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Hey I'm pissed that Luke didn't notice but I hope you like this chapter, I wonder if Luke will ever notice.