Vaporized Thoughts I Can't Speak Aloud

10.

"Like a flower I will bloom, in time I will become this lovely, and delicate thing that brings joy into people's hearts."

but how long will it take?
i can't stand this waiting, because all this waiting is releasing all my demons and i dont think im ready to handle them yet.

maybe im scared, worried for nothing but they claw away at me to deeply, that i fear that beautiful flower i hope to become, has already been wiped clean.

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