Vaporized Thoughts I Can't Speak Aloud

6.

I don't understand how
Someone could walk with such confidence.
I constantly feel like I have to put on a show
To hide these inner demons inside.

I hate every inch of my being,
And constantly feel like I'm never enough.
Once I considered me dying
But realized it wouldn't amount to much.

Living everyday in the shadows of confidence and guilt.
Teased by their temptations
Bring down all the walls I have built.

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