Love Will Remember....

Chapter 4

VERONICA POV:

Its been 2 weeks. Two weeks since I've talked to Shawn. two weeks that I've been ignoring Aaliyah, i feel bad but i just haven't been in the mood. two weeks since I've had a proper meal. Lastly its been two weeks that i started cutting again. I just feel like i have to do it. It makes me forget Shawn isn't here to help me. All i have been wearing are pants and long sleeves. It summer by the way its really hot but i don't want to show my cuts because they are very noticeable. All i have been doing is been in my room and occasionally i go out but that rarely. i was snapped out of my dreams by my ringing phone, i look at the caller ID. Shawn. i can not sound sad he is going to want to come check on me and i know what he will want to look at my wrists.

"hello? Shawn?" i ask, i obviously knew it was him.

"yeah. how are you?" he asks

"fine..." i lie I'm such a bad liar and he can tell when I'm lying so this is hard.

"are you sure?" he asks.

"yeah" i lie trying to sound happy. I failed. i could feel the tears coming and i didn't want him to hear me crying.

"how is eve-"

"hey Shawn i cant talk right now i got to go talk to you later." i say interrupting him and hang up, not waiting for him talk back.

after i hang up i broke out i missed him SO much. i needed more than ever i look at my wrists and then i decided to cut one more time. i enter my restroom and i grab the blade and slide it. i start to feel dizzy and i feel myself fall to ground i made a LOUD noise. crap. then i see everything go black.

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im trying to update before i forget what will happen lol. Im turning into dory.

~sam x