Sazaye ishq. سزائے عشق Completed ✔️

Book 2 chapter 33

Book 2 chapter 33

Saamnay manzil thi aur peechhay uski awaaz
Rukta to safar jaata , chalta to Bichhar jaata

Maikhaana bhi uska tha ,mehfil bhi uski
Agar peeta to emman jaata, Na peeta to sanam jaata

Saza aisi mili mujhko,Zakham aisay lagay dil par
Chupaata to jigar jaata , sunaata to bichhar jaata

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" kyun kar rahi ho ye sub Aayat....? Is sub ka main kya matlab samjhoon..!?" Mateen ka lehja sakht tha , aur uski aankhain Aayat ko apni aag main jalaanay ko tayaar. Aayat ka pooray jism main sard leher dorti mehsoos huwi.

" Aayat Mateen tumhaara shohar hai...uski har zaroorat ka khayaal rakhna tumhaara farz hai...mujhay yaqeen hai tum apna farz achhay se nibhaao gi." Ye alfaaz thay jo Fehmida beghum ne Aayat se kahay thay. Lekin kya sirf is liye Aayat Mateen ka khayaal rakh rahi hai...?

Nahien...! Sirf ye wajah nahien hai...wo ye sub sirf kisi ke kehnay ki wajah se nahien kar rahi  , par ye uska zameer hai jo usay apna farz nibhaanay par majboor kar raha hai , ye uska zameer hai jo usay Mateen ke usay bachhanay ke ahsaan ko bhulaanay nahien de raha. Ek ek lumha wo uskay andar pachtaaway ke beej ko paani de raha hai ke Aaj Mateen ki ye haalat uski wajah se huwi hai. Agar us din Aayat karachi wapas aanay ki zid na karti to shayad Mateen pe ye hamlaa hota hi nahien , aur us haadsay main Aayat ko bachaatay huway wo itna zakhmi na hota.
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aur shayad isi wajah se aaj Aayat wo sub kar rahi thi jo pehlay karnay ka wo soch bhi nahien sakti thi. Paanchh saal pehlay jo kuchh huwa uskay baad to bilkul bhi nahien.

par aaj..! Is waqt wo yahaan khari hai..Mateen ke saamnay...uskay itnay nazdeeq...Wo kya karnay jaa rahi thi...? Uska khayaal rakhnay tak to theek tha, lekin ye...!?....Kesay wo Mateen ke liye ye sub karnay ke liye aamaada ho gayi...?

.Mateen ke taptay haath main uskay sard partay haath main itni quaat bhi nahien thi ke Mateen ki giraft se chhoot sakay.

Mukaamal khaamoshi main Mateen ka poochha gaya sawaal Aayat ke kaanon main goonj raha tha. Lekin Aayat ka seena is qadar bhaari ho raha tha ke wo theek se saans bhi nahieen le paa rahi thi , to uskay sawaal ka jawaab kesay deti.

Aayat ne apni nigaahain uski aankhon se phair lien . Jisay dekh Mateen ke honton par tanziya muskraahat dar aayi thi.

Jub wo us say nazrain tak milaa nahien sakti to phir azdwaaji zindagi ki shuruaat kesay karay gi.

" main sirf apna farz nibha rahi hoon..jis ki sub mujh se umeed rakhtay hain..mera aur koyi matlab nahien tha.!." Be saakhta uski zabaan se ye jumla niklaa. Koshish ke ba wajood uska lehja kamzor par gaya tha.

jisay suntay hi Mateen ka dil jo aag main jal raha tha Aayat ka ye jawaab uskay jaltay seenay par ek dum se paani ka asar kar gaya tha.  Mateen ne uskay haath ko apni giraft se azaad kar diya. Lekin uskay chehray ko apni aankhon ki qaid se azaad na kiya.

"Hmm.. Theek hai phir nibhaao apna "farz".." Mateen ne khaas tor par farz lafz ko dabaa kar kaha tha. Jis par Aayat ne uskay chehray ki taraf dekhay bagair dobaara se apnay aglay  amal ka sochnay lagi , lekin uska haath jo abhi bhi wahien Mateen ki shirt ke qareeb tha aagay barhnay se inkaari tha.

Wo apnay chehray par Mateen ki aankhain mehsoos kar sakti thi , aur ye ahsaas uskay maathay par paseena phaila raha tha. Aayat ne mushkil se ek gehri saans li. Aur dobara apna haath uski shirt ki taraf barhaaya jo is baar bhi waaza tor par kaanp raha tha. Lekin is se pehlay ke Aayat ka haath Mateen ki shirt tak pohanchta , Mateen ek dum se chair se uth khara huwa.