Falling for my brothers bestfriend •BW

Chapter 40

This all happened too quickly, it's all my fault, if I had have just looked where I was going then we wouldn't be in this situation.

Sitting here in the middle of the road surrounded by emergency services trying to keep my boyfriend alive has made me realise how precious life is, I lost our baby , that was my fault and now maybe even the love of my life which is also my fault ,
no no no  he can't die,
He'll be okay

"Baby , hold on for me yeah? I know you can do it , your brave , your strong , please . Im going to get you your stuff for staying at the hospital and I'll let the boys know , I won't be long okay , iloveyou so much , don't worry everything is okay " I say as he gets loaded into the ambulance before kissing his forehead and stroking the side of his face while looking into his eyes as a slight sad smile creeps out as well as a tear .

I go Barge into the flat , sobbing on my knees as all the boys come running to see me , trying to calm me down.
"W-w-where's Harvey ?" I sob
"He's at home we will get him don't worry just tell us what's wrong"
"Amelia babe , calm down " mikey says trying to soothe me
" it's okay we're here " Andy says as he rubs my hand
"Amelia , breathe , 1234, 1234" jack says as he looks in my eyes trying to stop me from having a panic attack
My breathing becomes heavier and I begin hyperventilating and sobbing even more.
"I - can't - b-breathe" I croak as I begin to panic
"Right listen to us , no matter what it is , you need to calm down before we can help you , don't worry , we're here " Andy guides me
"Breathe in , and out , 1,2,3,4 , shhhh" they guide me through the process to try calm down
"Th-thank you so much I love yous " I say as they all group hug me as we sit on the floor .
"it's , it's b-brook , he got ran over but I-it's c-critical , he's in hospital now ." I cry again as all the boys sit there shocked and they even slip out a few tears but quickly wipe them away .
"Right well we will get his bag together with everything he will need , we will get Blair and go see him , are you coming with us or are you coming after you've seen Harvey ?" Andy asks
"I'll come after I've seen Harvey, I won't be long , trust me"

"Rye, what am I going to do ? My whole world is falling apart , he can't die , what will I do ? My life will be a mess , he can't die , he can't he can't , he can't , he c-can't " I begin uncontrollably sobbing into ryes chest as he hugs me tight , stroking my back soothingly  me to calm me .

"Shhhh, shhh, it's okay, he will be okay , trust me, I promise you babe , okay ? Calm down , stay strong for him , now ima go with the boys but I'll ring u when we get there and bring Harv , come as soon as you can yeah ?"
"Thank you so much rye , I will be there as soon as I can , please tell me how he is when you get there ."

After getting Harvey and explaining everything to my parents quickly as well as ringing Erin , we finally arrive at the hospital .
My parents are honestly the best . They are so supportive , I love them so much , same goes with Harvey and Erin , couldn't ask for a better family , their so thoughtful of me and obviously Brooklyn , he's got a lot of people who love him .

"Could you  give me the  room number for Brooklyn wyatt please ?

"143"
"Okay thank you" I say breathless  from rushing.

I get to room '143' before collapsing on my knees I front of it .
"I-I'm too late "
"H-he's gone"
"It's all my fault "
"Amelia , it's not your fault , it's the drivers no one else's , he was driving vey inappropriately , don't blame yourself "
"I didn't even have a last goodbye "
By now , I'm on my knees in the middle of a hospital , sobbing uncontrollably to the point I can no longer breathe , getting hugged tight by Harvey as he stands there in shock at the sight of a bed getting pulled out the room with his body on it and covered up , There's a sheet over his body and he's just getting trailed round on the bed like he's nothing.
"M-my b-baby , Brooklyn " I scream before breaking down sobbing .  Begin getting out of control and begin crying punching Harvey's chest , he pulls me closer and strokes my head until I'm half stable .

"Iloveyou tons and tons , stacks and stacks, hundreds and thousands , forever and always "
I whisper , numb
My whole world has just been crushed
I can't describe the pain

He's gone .

I'm sorry if this upset you , Iy all sm thank you for the support on this book , keep reading tho , it isnt over yet 😋

Plot twist coming your way ?
Btw I recommend you listen to the 2 songs it really sets the scene and goes well .