thinking of you :: calum :: completed

her

her.

Sure my eyes were fixed on this book but my mind and heart were with the boy opposite me. Three fucking months left and I still hopelessly care about him.

I wonder if he still cares too.

Taking a peek through my eyelashes I saw him looking out of the window. He seems so happy. Of course he is you idiot, he is with another girl now.

As much as I wanted to continue reading, my eyes were betraying me and I couldn't stop staring at him. I wanted to keep watching him. Maybe this is the last time I'll see him.

Suddenly he turned around and our eyes met but he quickly acted as if he didn't see me.

Am I that invisible to him now!