A Huge Mess.

15* Motivation?

Recently, I don't feel like doing anything anymore.

I plan on big yet simple things like "oh I'll do this and do that"

And I start it

And somehow, I stop 1/3s on my work.

And quit.

I mean yeah I really want to achieve this instead of moping around about it

But the feeling that I had when I was doing it was way more different than what I felt while planning it.

For example, I tell myself to finish this book.

This book is really interesting.

Perfect timing, I have a good beverage, it's the perfect weather and temperature too.

I'm at around 12 pages?

I don't want to do it anymore.

I'm not tired of the book, but I feel like something is bothering me.

I really want to finish this book but my brain is telling me "no"

Do you ever just have a fight with yourself?

"If you want to finish your work, stop complaining and do it."

But my whole body fucking refuses to take action for some reason.

Haha this sucks

I don't know how to explain it properly

Whatever, just don't mind this chapter

Bye bye