A Huge Mess.

6* It feels..

Haha what the hell is this edgy bullshit

Do you ever just sit back and relax when there are many things you need to do?

I know I have.

Learning to play a new song, I shout "wOO!!"

Although

I don't want to be edgy but

It feels empty.

I don't feel like it is giving me anything

I don't feel happy

I don't feel sad

I don't feel anything

I just go back to sitting down

And scrolling on my phone

Looking at this, looking at that.

Finding life's pleasures.

And so far, there's nothing.