I don't like you [Discontinued Sorry]

9

I decided to wear a pair of high waisted black skinny jeans ripped at the knee, along with a tight sleeveless and slightly cropped black top. To add color and in case I'd be cold, I added a denim jacket, and the whole is pretty nice.

I waited a little and heard the door bell the second the time went from 7:29 to 7:30 ! So I obviously opened

"Hey ! How long have you been waiting in front of this door ?

- About 10 minutes ? The time to gather my courage haha

- Aw, you should've knocked or something

- I was taught that coming early makes the host uncomfortable.

- Kinda true. Come in, make yourself confortable

- Thanks ! I bought you flowers by the way, hope you like them"

He smiled softly while showing a bouquet of red roses he was hiding behind his back. So simple and cliché but it works on me

"Thank you, that's so sweet !"

He took off his shoes and I placed the flowers in a vase of water on the table.

"So, I still have to go grocery shopping so how about we order something to eat ?

- Sounds great

- I know it's not very romantic I'm sorry

- It's ok, chill dates are cool too !"

How could I ever think he was rude and stuff ? He's such a sweetheart I'm so stupid. Never judge a book by it's cover, I'll remember from now on.

I showed him all the leaflet / menues that I have and we agreed on  Mexican food. I called to order and waited on the couch with him.

I don't know why but something feels weird. He looks tensed

"Are you ok ?

- Me ? Yes, I was just... Something has been running on my mind all day and it bothers me a little because I don't have the answer

- What is it ?

- Are you seeing someone else ? I'm not, trying to be jealous or possessive or anything like that, because we're obviously not together yet, but, I was wondering ...

- You really think that I am ?

- I hope not. I mean, you don't seem like that kind of girl, but I saw this guy pick you up earlier and you two seemed really close so I thought that maybe, he was your boyfriend or something....

- I'm so sorry you believed that ! That guy you saw is my best friend from Chicago ! He landed two days ago for an audition and I haven't seen him for several years.  But he's really like a brother to me don't worry

- Oh, my God I'm so sorry for assuming ! But, that means you're not seeing anyone else right ?

- I'm not seeing anyone except for you don't worry ! Who could have thought the great Jay Park would be this worried

- I have quit a lot of insecurities actually, or fears

- Oh really ? Well I still have a lot to learn about you !

- Yup, I'm full of mysteries"

The food came, I paid the delivery guy and we started eating

" I could've paid you know

- I'm the one who invited you

- I'm the guy

- It's 21st century, guys don't have to pay for everything anymore !

- I'm an old school romantic, I can't help it !"

The more I know about him, the more I love him. Or like him. I don't know.

We ate and drank a lot of water (I'm still not used to spicy, even though Korea love spicy)

" So, what do we do now ?

- I suggest we watch a movie and then we take a walk outside. I love Seoul at night

- I good with that ! I love to cuddle anyway"

He's so cute I can't. And his smile ohmygod this man is too beautiful for this planet and my heart .

"What do you want to watch mister ILikeToCuddle ?

- I don't know, you suggested so I guess you already have an idea

- You're right, how about Big Hero 6 ? I haven't seen it yet !

- Haven't seen it either !"

I bought a digital version on the TV, turned the lights off, brought a blanket and played the movie.

We cuddled through the whole movie and it was great. I love to cuddle and we found a position that was confortable for both of us quickly so it was perfect. I was in his arms, resting my back against his chest while he was holding my hand and resting his head on my shoulder from time to time.

Once the movie ended, I didn't want to move but I got up anyway and turned the light back on, which caused Jay to squint.

"What did you think about the movie ?

- It was good. And you are comfortable

- I'm a experienced cuddler you know, pillows and stuff"

We giggled and put our shoes back one. I grabbed my phone and keys before locking the door and leaving.

We walked for an hour maybe, going from avenues to small parks and all, holding hands and being close. It feels so great honestly. I just feel good and happy when I'm with him

"What makes you smile like that Haylee ?

- Nothing~ I was just thinking

- About me ?

- Maybe"

He was amused and I was stressed. I can't tell him yet, I don't even know what I feel. But I played it cool (I think)

I rested my head on his shoulder while walking

"You seem tired, do you want to go home ?

- Yeah but I enjoy being with you

- ha don't worry about that, we can see each other anytime you want.

- You're so sweet"

God, why don't I have a filter when I'm tired ?

He walked me home and I think it was one of the best dates I've ever had

" Thank you for the meal and the cuddling session, I enjoyed it

- Me too ! Be careful on the road alright ?

- Promise"

He smiled and I couldn't help to do the same and kiss his cheek because he's just sooo cute ! He hugged me before going back in his car. I went back in my apartment and just sat on the couch.

This date was really simple, yet  amazing