Day 31

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Dear Ashton,
I can barely lift this pencil.
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Hey, I just finished cleaning up the bathroom. it looked like a murder scene.
it was awesome..but now we have stained towels. Better wash them before someone gets the wrong idea. right?
anyways, while I was cleaning...I looked in the mirror and saw my boney self. my cheeks literally have holes in them, Dark circles under my eyes, and when I left up my shirt..I can see my ribs. I'm scared Ashton.
my hands are shaking..
my legs are tired.
I feel like I'm gonna pass out soon.
I feel so weak.
My arms are covered in cuts and scratches.
I haven't sang in weeks...I haven't touched my guitar...I haven't done anything...besides cry and hurt myself.
my clothes are loose on me..
what's wrong with me?
-luke

99 days without you >> lashton AUNơi câu chuyện tồn tại. Hãy khám phá bây giờ