Don't jump

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Logan PoV
She got up and ran out the classroom.
Logan- get out of here you sl*t, no one wants you around
He got up and Jake came over to me then him grad my top and pushed me up against.
Jake- don't call Erika that!
Logan- she is you got pregnant I can call her what I want
Jake- don't!
Logan- I ain't listening to you she goes finds a boy then have s*x with him then gets pregnant
Jake- shut up Logan!
Logan- no!
Jake- she was pregnant with my kid. That child was going to be your niece or nephew
My mouth dropped as He told me. Tears were running down his face.
Jake- you can't call Erika a sl*t, you should be calling names not Erika
Logan- I'm sorry
Jake- just leave alone Logan
He let go of me then ran out the classroom. I just sat there until the bell went, I grad my bag then ran to my car then drove to the hills.
45 minuets later
I got to the hill then I park my car at the top then got out my car and saw a girl standing at the edge of the hill. The girl was crying then I saw in her bag bottles of alcohol, I Recognised the bag it was Erika's then I Realised she's going to jump. I quickly ran over to her just in time before she jump off. I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her away from the edge of the hill. She was hitting my chest and shouting "get off me"
Logan- Erika...
Erika POV
I arrived at the hill and walked up the hill then sat down by the edge drinking the alcohol in my bag. This is all my fault! why this all happened? Tears were running down my face. I finished the bottle of alcohol I was drinking then I slowly got up, I was about to jump off the hill until someone wrapped their arms around I was hitting their chest and shouting "get off me" then I heard the person call my name then I Realised it was Logan.
Logan- Erika...
Erika- get off me
Logan- no you're coming with me
Erika- I'm not coming with you
He took me to his car then put me in the back of the car while he ran to the front of car and sat down at the driver sit. I tried to open the door but I couldn't it was locked.
Logan pov
I locked the car so Erika couldn't get out. I got in the car Erika was trying to open the door.
Logan- Erika stop!
Erika- no! Why are you doing this? You hate me! You called me a sl*t! Now you're stopping me!
Logan- I did call you that I know I shouldn't have call you that. I know now it was yours and Jakes child I thought you cheated on Jake and hooked up with a random guy and got pregnant. I don't hate you Erika. I'm stopping you for doing this because you shouldn't die you have your friends and your family you have your life to live for not stopping it
Tears were running down her face
Erika...
Logan- Erika,why are you doing this?
Erika- it's all my fault, why Jake and I lost the baby, I broke Jake he was so happy when he find out I was pregnant, I broke him. Everyone knows who's fault it is, it's mine. Everyone lost the change to be an uncle or an aunt or grandparents
Logan- it's not your fault Erika, it's no one fault. You didn't kill the baby
Erika- I did
Logan- you carried the baby but it's not your fault that the baby died. Please you can't keep doing this think about your friends and your family
Erika- I can't
I grad her hand and pulled up her sleeves and saw cuts all over both of her arm, one worst than the other
Logan- Erika, have you been self-harming any where else
Erika- no
She pulled her arms away and rolled down her sleeve
Logan- Erika you need to stop
Erika- I can't
Logan- you can, I'll help you and you need to tell other people get help from them me and maybe some Professional help, you got to talk to us
Erika- I can't, I like the feeling for cutting myself and drinking alcohol
Logan- you need to stop, cutting yourself may feel good or you need to do it, it's not helping you could die if you cut to deeply in your sink or lost to much blood. Think about what people who care and love about you will be like if you kill  yourself
Erika- they will be happy
Logan- they won't, Jake may feel like it's his fault or someone else can think it's their fault, you have people who love you and care about you. You have a great friends and amazing family too. You have your dream job don't let that go. And you got to stop drinking it's bad for you and I know you know it
Erika- the drink numbs the pain
Logan- Erika you're underage you could get arrest
Erika- I know that
Logan- why did you break up with Jake?
Erika looked down at her feet.
Erika- I broke up with Jake because I hurt him and killed our baby. Jake doesn't love me anymore because I did this
Logan- Jake loves you with a his heart, he loves you more than he ever loved Alissa. He lost now cause he lost you and doesn't know what happened to you. Don't tell jake this but Jake has a dairy entry, he wrote that he loves you so much, you're the love of his life, the key to his heart and he said "that he doesn't recognise you no more" you changed Erika not for the good for the bad, you're Attitude and personality has changed a lot. You don't care about school like you do, you're not happy, you're not behaving in class, you skip your detention, you're not doing your work, you're not talking and you're pushing away the people who care about you
Erika- I feel like it's the best thing
Logan- it's not you may feel it but talking to people will help don't hide about what you're feeling and think, people need to know they maybe could tell how you're feeling but they won't know what you're thinking, you need to talk Erika no one can you if you don't speak to people
Erika- I can't speak to people, I don't like telling people what I'm feeling or thinking
Logan- Erika you're talking to me if you can speak to me you can talk to other
Erika- I don't want them to worry over me
Logan- Erika you would worry about them
Erika- I would
Logan- Erika, I'll help you but promise me two thing
Erika- what?
Logan- start talking about what you're thinking or feeling and stop self-harming and drinking
Erika- ok I'll stop
Logan- I'll take you home
Erika- ok
I took Erika back to her house.
Erika POV
I was shocked that Logan was doing this and that he wants to help. I felt better after talking with Logan, I need to talk more not hiding what I'm feeling and thinking. Logan drove me back to my house, he let me out the car.
Logan- talk to your mom or someone else just talk
Erika- I will
Logan- bye
Erika- bye
I walked into the house. It's time to talk to my mom
Jake POV
I was in my room laying in my bed thinking. I thinking about what's happened to Erika she changes, why she broke up with me, why she not talking or hanging out with me or the others, why she had alcohol in her locker and what can I do to help her. Then I heard a knocked on the door.
Jake- who is it?
Logan- it's me
Jake- Go away!
Logan- no!
Jake- GO AWAY!
Logan- it's about Erika
Jake- come in
He walked in the room and sat at the bottom of my bed.
Logan- Jake first can I tell you I'm so sorry
Jake- how can I trust you? Look what you did
Logan- I know, I hate myself for doing those stuff
Jake- I'll forgive but you do it again I won't
Logan- I won't do it again
Jake- what do you need to tell me about Erika
Logan- Jake I find her...
Jake- find her what? Was she with another guy? Tell me please
Logan- she wasn't with a guy
Jake- then what?
Logan- she was on the hills, I...
Jake- I want
Logan- I just got there in time
Jake- time for what
Logan- Erika was going to jump but I got to her before she could
Jake- WHAT! You're joking
Logan- I'm not I wish I was
I burst into tears
Jake- w hy?
Logan- she think the Miscarriage is all her fault that everyone blames her for it and that she broke you, you were so happy about having the baby
Jake- I was sad cause we lost the baby I wasn't blaming her
Logan- she broke up with you cause she thought she hurt you, that she killed the baby and that you don't love her anymore
Jake- I could never stop loving Erika
Logan- I know I told her that. I pull her sleeves up and saw...
Jake- saw what!?
Logan- she's been self-harming
Jake stood up and sat to walk up and down the room
Jake- no
Logan- and drinking I think she may be an alcoholic
He punch the wall leaving a hole in the room.
Jake- that explains when I punch the locker I heard glass break and saw liquid coming out of her locker and it smelled like alcohol
Logan- I said I'll help her but I need her to promise two thing that she will stop drinking and self-harm and to talk about her feelings and what she is thinking
Jake- thank you
I hug him.
Logan- you're welcome jakey
Jake- don't call me that
Logan- Jake I think you should wait for Erika to be ready is you're going to go out again
Jake- I know
Logan- talk to her, be there for her and show her how much you love her
Jake- I'll will
I pulled away
Jake- should I'll go over to her house?
Logan- text her or call her
Jake- ok
Logan- Jake let me see you hand
I showed him my hand
Logan- I'm just going to the first aid kit to clean up your hand
I nodded. He ran downstairs to get the first aid kit. He actually cares about me! I never thought he did, I thought he didn't care or love me like I do(in a brotherly way). He came back up and clean up my hand then rapped my hand in bandage
Jake- thank you Logan
He smiled at me
Logan- no problem but you got some explaining to do when mom sees the hole in the wall
Jake- I know than Logan
Logan- bye
Jake- bye love you bro
Logan- remember you can talk to me about everything I just next door if you need me, love you too little bro
He walked out my room as he did I grad my phone and text Erika to if she wanted to meet up. I hope I can help her. And maybe get her back. Or will it be the end of Jerika? I truly hope it's not.

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