X•Letter•X {suicidal deku au}

•"fine."•

<IZUKU POV>

I've had enough- I just want him to leave me alone!

"JUST GO. JUST LEAVE M-

..

K-kacchan.."

Without me noticing, kacchan hugged me tightly.

Ive never had the slightest thought that kacchan would ever hug me- well until now.

It feels warm.

Tears are falling on me that are not mine-

Is Kacchan crying..?

"J-just dont jump-p okay-.... for me."

"...
..fine."

<BAKUGO POV>

I let go of deku while keeping him in touch. I just want to be nice to him for once. I want to tell him I'm sorry- in a way that makes it so I don't need to say it out loud-

I'll look like a coward.

"kacchan- why..? "

Deku stands up trembling to keep his balance

-tears still dripping from his face.

" t-thanks I suppose." Deku stutters as he looks down on his feet-

"I should be going n-now-"

"You're not going anywhere without me deku- I'm coming with you in your shitty place."

Honestly- I'm just worried that deku's going to harm himself even more then I have done to him.

"ok."

——
I follow deku to his house and luckily, his mom isn't home.

"Where the fuck is your mom? Shes always her-"

"I don't kno-"
"TELL ME DEKU YOU KNOW YOU CANT KEEP SECRETS AWAY FROM ME."

"she died."

"She wha-"

"SHE DIED FROM-M - I HONESTLY DONT KNOW BUT IT HAS BEEN 2 WEEKS. OKAY?!"

deku cried even more, tears falling down his face.

Fuck why did I even ask.. if I had not been an inconsiderate bitch, I could of have made things better-

but I'm shocked of the thought of Inko midoriya's death. She was Deku's only family member-

I can imagne how lonely deku must have felt in the past 2 weeks..

Alone-

Depressed-

Unforgivable-

Suicidal.

I fucking hate myself for not noticing sooner. He's just to good at faking his emotions!

Now when I think about it—

what if deku has been tricking us with his seemingly cute smile the whole entire time.
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AUTHORS NOTEEyyy

Many people wanted izuku to live —
So he did bHahHha

But for the people who wants izuku to die-

Well don't worry there will be more parts about thattt hue hue hue

{(THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE STORY) BONUS}
*both sleeping in same bed that nihht*

Deku: can you not sleep in the same bed as I am.
Bakugo: why

Deku: well u might fuck me in the middle of the night when I'm not even aware of it.

bakugo :....

Deku:  ...

Bakugo: wtf deku ofcourse I will

Deku: I'm going to move out