Best Kind Of Broken(Completed)

Chapter Seventeen~ Letter & Aaron, I don't...

Born in the wrong time, and in the wrong place

It's okay though, 'cause you'll see me soon

You'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon

As it shines bright, throughout the night

And remember everyone's facing their own fight

But I can't deal with the pain, I'm not a fighter

 

You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter

So let the world know, that I died in vein

Because the world around me, is the one to blame

And I know in a year, you'll forget I'm gone

'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on

 

That's what they use to tell me, all those kids at school

So I'm going by the law majority rules

My presence on this earth is not needed any longer

And if anything, I hope this makes you stronger

 

You're the best friend, that I ever had

Such a shame I had to make you so very sad

But just remember that you meant everything to me

And to my heart, you're the only one that held the key

Now it's time to go, I'm running out of space to write

And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight

 

I'm watching over you, from the clouds above

And sending down the purest and whitest dove

To watch over you, and be my helpful eye

So this is it world,

 goodbye...      Jade R.

 I know the song, ‘Her Last words’.  I was now sitting on the floor, my knees to my chest crying. Letting out everything. why? I could have done something, but I didn’t. I started hitting the floor, but someone stopped me and grabbed my hands. I look up to see Ash

 I grab his hand to pull him closer, I pulled him and putting my arm around his waist, hugged him really tight. Setting my head on his chest. He froze, I think he was surprised.  

 “I thought you left me” I whisper letting a tear fall, that made him hug me back tighter than I did

 “Kitty I would never leave you. I promised you” I nodded, I sigh still hugging him not letting go.

 “Where did you go?” I said quietly

 “I went outside to make a phone call and so I light up a cigarette, didn’t think you would wake up yet… why are you here?” he asked softly

 I let go of him, just sat on the floor so did he. He was just in front of me, I sigh “Well I thought you left so I was gonna go to sleep, but I pass by J-jade door and came in and then I walked around a-and I s-saw thi-is le-letter she l-left” I said giving him the letter with my hands shaking a bit